Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Can't sleep.
So somethings are good some aren't so much. I didn't work tonight. I could have done homework instead I watched Miracle. I forgot how much some of those scenes give me tingles and kind of work on my emotions. The AGAIN scene really works and each time they score against the USSR.
I am kind of conflicted but not really because I have made up my mind on something and now just need to full accept it. I sleep in the bed I make. No one else.
Its holidays again and I am still single for the most part. Gotta work on that scheduling I do. Its not as bad as previous years, thanks to some one. Still a bit lonely on my part but hey I hug pillows every night. Incase you are wondering its just a good way for me to fall asleep is by me putting my arms around a pillow and my head on it. Kind of curled like that.
Its 1:11am on a Wedneday night/thursday morning. I can't sleep. Just not tired I guess. Gonna do some homework in a bit here.
I know that some people don't see the world as I see it but I shouldn't be pissed at them. I should be pissed at their parents and I should bitch slap them for being dumb.
My family X-mas will be in January. Those interested in attending should RSVP soon.
Song of the Day: Aerosmith "Dream On"
Thought O' Day: Need to find a new one I do.
So somethings are good some aren't so much. I didn't work tonight. I could have done homework instead I watched Miracle. I forgot how much some of those scenes give me tingles and kind of work on my emotions. The AGAIN scene really works and each time they score against the USSR.
I am kind of conflicted but not really because I have made up my mind on something and now just need to full accept it. I sleep in the bed I make. No one else.
Its holidays again and I am still single for the most part. Gotta work on that scheduling I do. Its not as bad as previous years, thanks to some one. Still a bit lonely on my part but hey I hug pillows every night. Incase you are wondering its just a good way for me to fall asleep is by me putting my arms around a pillow and my head on it. Kind of curled like that.
Its 1:11am on a Wedneday night/thursday morning. I can't sleep. Just not tired I guess. Gonna do some homework in a bit here.
I know that some people don't see the world as I see it but I shouldn't be pissed at them. I should be pissed at their parents and I should bitch slap them for being dumb.
My family X-mas will be in January. Those interested in attending should RSVP soon.
Song of the Day: Aerosmith "Dream On"
Thought O' Day: Need to find a new one I do.
Monday, November 28, 2005
7 deadly sins
Wrath
1. Who did you last get angry with?: who do you think
2. What is your weapon of choice? battle axe or my acid etched titianium sword like blade's
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: If it were Ann Cunt-er yes
4. How about of the same sex?: no
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: propably my boss
6. What is your pet peeve?: dumb people
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: I remember those bastards
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: no idea i get my stuff done before its due.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 5pm ish
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: No one I contact all the people i should
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: i just didn't want to
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?: nope, I am to ADHA to watch it all the way through
6.When was the last time you got a good workout in?: Sunday I bike every day
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm today? 3
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: umm mt. dew?
2. Meat eaters: White meat or dark meat?: I likes the dark meat wink wink nudge nudge but white
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one day? double digit long islands
4. Are You comfortable with your drinking habit? habit or hobby?
6. Do you prefer sweet, salty foods, or spicy foods? I like food and sweet women
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?: maybe
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: do strippers count? what about locker room stuff? does just some guy whipping it out count?
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: not a one motherfucker except those strippers
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch?: well yeah
4. Have you had sex?: nope
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: cleavage eyes and ears
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: i didn't know she was
7. Have you ever gotten tested for STDs or pregnancy? nope
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: none debit card
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: don't have one
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? pay off bills...have sex with two women at once and nothing
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: richi like money
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: perhaps
6. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: none
PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: that college degree
2. What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?: see above
3. What thing would you like to accomplish later in your life?: own a restuarant
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? yes i want to win damnit
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other contestents? no but i still wanted to win
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: yeah i want to win and so what if i cheated a bit
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: woke up
ENVY
1. What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: umm we are all poor so nothing
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: i need a house 1st
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: real or imagined? Wolverine
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: never been in a relationship
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: yeah who hasn't
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: none
7. Finally,what is your favorite Deadly Sin?: I practice them all
Wrath
1. Who did you last get angry with?: who do you think
2. What is your weapon of choice? battle axe or my acid etched titianium sword like blade's
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: If it were Ann Cunt-er yes
4. How about of the same sex?: no
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: propably my boss
6. What is your pet peeve?: dumb people
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: I remember those bastards
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: no idea i get my stuff done before its due.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 5pm ish
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: No one I contact all the people i should
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: i just didn't want to
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?: nope, I am to ADHA to watch it all the way through
6.When was the last time you got a good workout in?: Sunday I bike every day
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm today? 3
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: umm mt. dew?
2. Meat eaters: White meat or dark meat?: I likes the dark meat wink wink nudge nudge but white
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one day? double digit long islands
4. Are You comfortable with your drinking habit? habit or hobby?
6. Do you prefer sweet, salty foods, or spicy foods? I like food and sweet women
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?: maybe
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: do strippers count? what about locker room stuff? does just some guy whipping it out count?
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: not a one motherfucker except those strippers
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch?: well yeah
4. Have you had sex?: nope
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: cleavage eyes and ears
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: i didn't know she was
7. Have you ever gotten tested for STDs or pregnancy? nope
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: none debit card
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: don't have one
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? pay off bills...have sex with two women at once and nothing
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: richi like money
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: perhaps
6. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: none
PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: that college degree
2. What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?: see above
3. What thing would you like to accomplish later in your life?: own a restuarant
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? yes i want to win damnit
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other contestents? no but i still wanted to win
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: yeah i want to win and so what if i cheated a bit
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: woke up
ENVY
1. What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: umm we are all poor so nothing
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: i need a house 1st
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: real or imagined? Wolverine
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: never been in a relationship
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: yeah who hasn't
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: none
7. Finally,what is your favorite Deadly Sin?: I practice them all
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Rarely
Is it heard, "... I am worried about you. You haven't been drinking much lately." Those words were uttered to me Saturday night. Yeah I had a drink, a long island, but thats the 1st drink in 3-4 weeks. Really I have just felt no need to drink. That and I haven't been able to afford anything anyway so ohh well. All is well on my end of things. Packers lost again. Did any one expect anything else? I thought they'd get beat by a late second feild goal not one with 4 minutes remaining. Anyway, work has been work, school has been school and as always my personal life is nil except for a few calls here and there. I want to go back to sleep but I need to do some homework here before family guy comes on.
Ohh yeah what the hell is the deal with friends with benefits? To me a friend with benefits is some one with a large kitchen who likes to host parties, or some one with a truck that can pull your car out of the mud or help you move. Why do people lower themselves to just satisfy a simple primal urge like sex?
Song of the Day: NIN "Only"
Thought O' Day: Can I have another day off. Even this weekend wasn't any time off.
Is it heard, "... I am worried about you. You haven't been drinking much lately." Those words were uttered to me Saturday night. Yeah I had a drink, a long island, but thats the 1st drink in 3-4 weeks. Really I have just felt no need to drink. That and I haven't been able to afford anything anyway so ohh well. All is well on my end of things. Packers lost again. Did any one expect anything else? I thought they'd get beat by a late second feild goal not one with 4 minutes remaining. Anyway, work has been work, school has been school and as always my personal life is nil except for a few calls here and there. I want to go back to sleep but I need to do some homework here before family guy comes on.
Ohh yeah what the hell is the deal with friends with benefits? To me a friend with benefits is some one with a large kitchen who likes to host parties, or some one with a truck that can pull your car out of the mud or help you move. Why do people lower themselves to just satisfy a simple primal urge like sex?
Song of the Day: NIN "Only"
Thought O' Day: Can I have another day off. Even this weekend wasn't any time off.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Odds and Ends with Evens
So I am not afraid of rejection just acceptance.
OK so take away the tornados that hit Wisconsin earlier this year and the Hurricane that flew over Florida and any one else notice that all these weather acts of god that messing with people are hitting red states? Coinsidence? maybe....
Some guy in the WSJ said that we should not blame W for all the things that have happened on his watch no we should blame the democrats for bringing them up and the LIBERAL media for spinning them to make W look worse. Well we should. We should blame the democrats for not pushing harder and faster and making W more of a scapegoat and we should blame the media for caring more about Britney Spears Red neck trailer trash baby than about the CIA leak.
Also any one hear that Kevin My doublewide is so rad Federline was checking out other women and made advances on a few? well duh this is a guy who dropped his woman whom he already had one kid with and a second on the way to knock up trailer trash in the waiting BS.
Song of the Day: RATM "Guerilla Radio"
Thought O' Day: Can't I just sleep in and do nothing all day?
Also Rest in Peace Eddie. You were always a fun one to watch and had a great in ring personality.
So I am not afraid of rejection just acceptance.
OK so take away the tornados that hit Wisconsin earlier this year and the Hurricane that flew over Florida and any one else notice that all these weather acts of god that messing with people are hitting red states? Coinsidence? maybe....
Some guy in the WSJ said that we should not blame W for all the things that have happened on his watch no we should blame the democrats for bringing them up and the LIBERAL media for spinning them to make W look worse. Well we should. We should blame the democrats for not pushing harder and faster and making W more of a scapegoat and we should blame the media for caring more about Britney Spears Red neck trailer trash baby than about the CIA leak.
Also any one hear that Kevin My doublewide is so rad Federline was checking out other women and made advances on a few? well duh this is a guy who dropped his woman whom he already had one kid with and a second on the way to knock up trailer trash in the waiting BS.
Song of the Day: RATM "Guerilla Radio"
Thought O' Day: Can't I just sleep in and do nothing all day?
Also Rest in Peace Eddie. You were always a fun one to watch and had a great in ring personality.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Share time with the kids
So work tonight was so weird it was boring and with intermiten stretches of doing lots of stuff. Just so weird listening to the other two people in the kitchen talking to each other just plain wierd some times. Hot hot bartender is just plain sweet and nice. If it weren't for other factors. I mean damn.
Its a windy muther out side right now. I found out though that they fast you go the less the wind effects you. I put 'er down and got to 90 before letting up. I just wanted to see what it could do. Yeah I know its dumb of me with it being wet, dark, and windy but ya only live once. I have not had a drink in since monday and have not had two or more drinks in about a month.
Homework will be done on Sunday. God I wish I had two days off not one.
Arrested Devolpment was not renewed by FOX that sucks. My name is Earl was by NBC. While I have only seen a few MNIE I really like it. I also think that AD is so funny and so well written that I hope it finds a home else where.
Putting guaze on one handed is really freaking hard.
Later folks GO PACK!!! I am off like a condom before the money shot.
Song of the Day: Stone Sour "Bother"
Thought O' Day: Looking foreward to the meeting.
So work tonight was so weird it was boring and with intermiten stretches of doing lots of stuff. Just so weird listening to the other two people in the kitchen talking to each other just plain wierd some times. Hot hot bartender is just plain sweet and nice. If it weren't for other factors. I mean damn.
Its a windy muther out side right now. I found out though that they fast you go the less the wind effects you. I put 'er down and got to 90 before letting up. I just wanted to see what it could do. Yeah I know its dumb of me with it being wet, dark, and windy but ya only live once. I have not had a drink in since monday and have not had two or more drinks in about a month.
Homework will be done on Sunday. God I wish I had two days off not one.
Arrested Devolpment was not renewed by FOX that sucks. My name is Earl was by NBC. While I have only seen a few MNIE I really like it. I also think that AD is so funny and so well written that I hope it finds a home else where.
Putting guaze on one handed is really freaking hard.
Later folks GO PACK!!! I am off like a condom before the money shot.
Song of the Day: Stone Sour "Bother"
Thought O' Day: Looking foreward to the meeting.
Monday, November 07, 2005
Update
Still trying I am. I would like a weekend off. maybe next weekend? I just want to get out and see people.
Carolin Panthers Cheerleaders Charged. Read it here. All I have to say is HOTT!!!!
Been having good talks people. Lets keep it up. Go Team.
I know this isn't much but I put in 30 hours at work this past week. It just seemed like a lot because I only get one night a week where I can just do nothing. Sunday night.
Packers are so young and so bad its almost horrible to watch. I think all they need is a playmaker on defense and for Brett to pull his head out of his ass on occasion and do the right thing. I really don't think Favre should retire I think he is still a top 6 QB its just all his players are hurt this year.
Got a splitting headache. Uhg. I am supposed to be here (at SWTC) to receive the Sysco order and I was to be here at 6:30 its 7:30 and still no one is here. Thats an extra hour of sleep.
Sunday morning/ Saturday night I had such bad back spasims that I couldn't sleep or breath or anything else. It was so painful I was seeing "angels" and "ghosts". By that I mean when I was closing my eyes I was seeing this bright yellow flashes of light. Then I started having abdominal cramps that were so bad I tried to sleep sitting up. I missed my grandfathers birthday party. Ohh well I'll see him at Thanksgiving.
I am hungry and think Hardee's would sound really really good right now.
Song of the Day: Foo Fighters "DOA"
Thought O' Day: I need to get out and see somethings.
Still trying I am. I would like a weekend off. maybe next weekend? I just want to get out and see people.
Carolin Panthers Cheerleaders Charged. Read it here. All I have to say is HOTT!!!!
Been having good talks people. Lets keep it up. Go Team.
I know this isn't much but I put in 30 hours at work this past week. It just seemed like a lot because I only get one night a week where I can just do nothing. Sunday night.
Packers are so young and so bad its almost horrible to watch. I think all they need is a playmaker on defense and for Brett to pull his head out of his ass on occasion and do the right thing. I really don't think Favre should retire I think he is still a top 6 QB its just all his players are hurt this year.
Got a splitting headache. Uhg. I am supposed to be here (at SWTC) to receive the Sysco order and I was to be here at 6:30 its 7:30 and still no one is here. Thats an extra hour of sleep.
Sunday morning/ Saturday night I had such bad back spasims that I couldn't sleep or breath or anything else. It was so painful I was seeing "angels" and "ghosts". By that I mean when I was closing my eyes I was seeing this bright yellow flashes of light. Then I started having abdominal cramps that were so bad I tried to sleep sitting up. I missed my grandfathers birthday party. Ohh well I'll see him at Thanksgiving.
I am hungry and think Hardee's would sound really really good right now.
Song of the Day: Foo Fighters "DOA"
Thought O' Day: I need to get out and see somethings.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Halloween
OK so I know its past but hey I never got to celibrate. I was in Fondy (she was very gentle with me :). One thing I have always wanted to do is give out those little bottles of air line booze to trickertreaters. Or at least their parents. I'd love to give out the KING SIZE candy bars but that will have to wait as well until I get my own place. Can you imagine it though walk to the door partly stumbling and hand out little bottles of air line booze? That would be great. Maybe in a year or two. Of course I am betting I'll have to be single cause no way in hell would a wife or girl friend let me do something like this. :)
Song of the Day: Puddle of Mudd "Coming over the mountain"
Thought O' Day: Woo!!!
OK so I know its past but hey I never got to celibrate. I was in Fondy (she was very gentle with me :). One thing I have always wanted to do is give out those little bottles of air line booze to trickertreaters. Or at least their parents. I'd love to give out the KING SIZE candy bars but that will have to wait as well until I get my own place. Can you imagine it though walk to the door partly stumbling and hand out little bottles of air line booze? That would be great. Maybe in a year or two. Of course I am betting I'll have to be single cause no way in hell would a wife or girl friend let me do something like this. :)
Song of the Day: Puddle of Mudd "Coming over the mountain"
Thought O' Day: Woo!!!
