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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Damn Registered Zombies



Down but not out

Ya know how sometimes you can feel down but not really depressed well thats where I am right now. No one I know and called returned my calls tonight. Ya it makes ya feel down but ohh well. The only thing that really made me feel down was that I had no one all night to talk to while drinking. Usually I have a one or two people to talk to but not tonight. I was alone, not a good feeling. I had a few drinks not much. It seems to me that I am pissing every one off and that no one wants to associate with me. Thats an even worce feeling. Damn I wanted to say something some ladies tonight, but my whole confidence thing is still an issue. I think its still that feeling that people will talk about me behind my back and make fun of me. That used to happen all the time in high school and I don't know if it still happens now but it gets to me.

All I really want is some one who I know will be able to talk to and have converstations and feel connected to. It just seems people are to occupied with how the sex will go with a person not if they are a decent converstationalist. Is that even a word? OK so there are some women out there that I would like to take back to there place and give a back rub to then break out the baby lotion and rub it all over them. Thats just a fantisy though.

Song of the Day: Static-X "Loser"
Thought O' Day: What was everyone that said they were coming out doing?

Friday, October 29, 2004

Observations

So this post will be really politically insensitive. At least one point.

As I am pulling into the Dicks Parking lot I see a fucking retard smoking a cigarette. Now by fucking retard I don't mean some stupid person, no I mean and honest to God mentally handicapped person. Usually I wouldn't refer to some one like this(in pubLIK) but when you have what this person has and you smoke you are a fucking retard.

Also I bet no one else knew this but Arie Fleischer, former GOP Press Secretary, got contacts and is now working at Dicks supermarket as a bagger. You doubt me but when you see him you will believe.

Also read this article about a
good dog and then I want you to use your doggy voice.

Its also nice to see that Jennie Garth is still a smoking hottie years after that POS 90210.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Oven Baked Cheesy Chicken

What you need two chicken breasts thawed. Two big hand fulls of cheetos, bacon bits, garlic, and lemon pepper, about 1 cup flour, one egg slightly beaten.

Pre-heat oven to 450 Fahrenheit or what ever Celsius that might be you communist fuck.
Grease a shallow pan.
Pat chicken breasts dry but do not feel up you sicko. In one shallow contain add flour, in another shallow container add egg and slightly beat DO NOT BEAT LIKE IKE USED TO BEAT TINA!!!! In third bowl add cheetos and crush, then add a little garlic, bacon bits, and some lemon pepper seasoning. The type of cheetos you use is up to you. Just make sure they are crushed. After breast are patted dry tweaked, oiled and suffinently played with dredge them in flour. That means you set it in the flour flip it over then pull the breast through the flour, coating it well but not encasing it. Add to the beaten egg mix, if it should leave for the beaten egg shelter call it a bitch pull a knife on it tell it you love it and thats the only reason you did this and then pull it back in to the kitchen the right place for eggs. Make sure both sides of the chicken breast are then pulled through the egg. Slowing drop the chicken which should now have the egg on it into the cheeto mixture. You can really drop it if you like to clean up cheeto crumbs, you freaking dumb ass. Coat chicken breast in cheeto mixture flip it once or twice to evenly coat. Place chicken breast in greased but not auto mechanic greasy pan. Do not crowd the pan it needs its space too, cause well the pan is kind of anti-social and doesn't like being around people. Put the pan in the oven, well what the fuck did you think the oven pre-heating was for? Bake 30-35 minutes. Serve with other stuff to make a meal and call it a night.
Cooking suggestion drinking heavily while chicken is in the oven will not help its taste but it could improve the looks of the person you are eating dinner with.

Song while Cooking: Three Days Grace "Home"
Thought O' Cooking: why don't you try it and tell me later how it was.

Odd note: While running spell checker it popped up "fuck" shit you'd think it would know that one by now.

odds ends thoughts and ohh shit whats the word.

I had my soups sauces and stocks and bases midterm today. And I must say if I didn't get an A I will be deeply PO'ed at myself. I did really well I think. Not a passing of a bar or anything like that but still pretty good. By the way I could never be a lawyer cause I can't pass a bar.

After the test I stopped at my parents and dropped off an early Christmas present for my mom. It was a Manhiem Steamroller Christmas music CD. I myself can not stand Christmas music, she loves it though. Uhg. I also stopped to read the Boscobel Dial and see if my letter to the editor made it. It did not unfortunatly. I also am now wondering when we see Rob Callahan's name in the by-line. Also wondering if he will use his full name Robert W. Callahan or a pen name like Rob Call, Robby McCall, thats great, Rob Coltrane, or maybe Hootie McBoob, or Chesty LaRue (wait that last one works in Fennimore never mind). I kind of like the Hootie McBoob one.

Then it was back to P-ville. Cause I need some stuff for Saturday. I noticed some new things one the old Hardee's building is completly gone now. I didn't notice that last night but then it hasn't been lit up in months so maybe thats why.

I also noticed that a few Bush/Cheney signs have been vandalized. While I do not agree with alot of the things that this regime has done/stood for/will do, vandilizing the signs isn't right. No matter how much Bush and his croneys or the croneys that lead Bush try to take away our freedom of speech we shouldn't vandalize the signs. We also shouldn't like the idiots at Burbach aquatic did and put up a sign that says Vandals for Kerry. How do they know that they are for Kerry? Though the national news media doesn't give any one else a chance in hell, there are others running. How do we know that these vandals aren't for Nader or maybe like a co-worker and be for Pat Buchanan. Think about that you frakking idiot.

I stopped at Wal-mart. Do you have any idea how hard it is to find a crushed velvet purple cape? Yes its hard. I also picked up some nail polish which I will have a classmate apply hopefully. I haven't put on nail polish in years. Yes, I used to wear black nail polish whats wrong with that?

Song of the Day: Beastie Boys "Sabotage"
Thought O' Day: What am I gonna do with the rest of my day.
and now for daily TandA Lauren Michelle Hill mmmmmm

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Pussies, Assholes, and Dicks

I finally went and saw Team America. I thought it might be dumb fun but no it wasn't it was smart and funny. Though kind of disconserting I mean was the puppet on puppet violence a deconstructing of our nation are we really puppets really that violent towards each other? I could hear Kermit T. Frog screaming I'll cut you bitch to Miss Piggie and all but hey that would only happen outside of Jay's apartment. Also I bet no one else knew this but Animal is a really eloquent speaker. He actually has a doctorate in English and has two Nobel Prizes. Animal is also a great spoken word artist, thats where Henry Rollins got his inspiration. Anyway back to the movie. I have never laughed outloud so many times as I did at Team America. The song America FUCK YA!! was hilarious. The puppet on puppet sex was so damn funny. Each new postion just made me laugh harder and harder. It was great. I say go see it. If you have a sence of humor of cource.

Song of the Day: Rage Against the Machine "Bulls on Parade"
Thought O' Day: How will I do with my mid-term.

Odds ends

Does any one remember the Smothers Brothers? Dick and Tommy. Well Dick's son Dick Jr, is a porn star working with his normal name. Dick Smothers. No word if he is gonna work with Pussy Galore.

I woke up this morning and my left pinkie toe is bleeding like it was cut a few times. Maybe that was part of some strange ritual last night.

I have a slight head ache this morning but I think thats because I hit on head on the head board when I woke up. I am really trying to kill myself in my sleep I guess.

I need to clean my car out today. To many food wrappers, bottles and extra shit. God living in your car can get it dirty.

I also need to do some SWTC homework. I think thats what I am gonna be doing most of the day. Well that or watching dvds. I get two days off and I want to do nothing. There is nothing wrong with that is there?

MMM kay

So its after 2am, havn't had a drink in like minutes and ya know what I don't feel depressed like I used to be. Crazy shit man. I put some chunky soup in the microwave for what I thought was 1:40 instead it was for 14:00 I caught it after 3 minutes. MMM warm Gumbo. I am drunk damn near fall down drunk and let me tell you typing normally is a fucking chore.

As I was sitting at OTs tonight this girl comes up and says " if you buy me drinks the rest of the night I will suck your cock." I said well thanks for the offer but I am not into paying for sex. She says our loss. Not really cause paying for sex whether it be through getting the woman drunk or otherwise just ain't worth it.

For those of you wondering and that amounts to two people the person I can't get out of mind and I refer to AMS is ##$#$^#%#&%$^. I still wonder what the M stands for. Marie, Mary, May, Morbid, Marcus? No fucking clue here. It feels good to be drunk, haven't had this ephoric feeling in a while. No I did not drive home, some girl and her room mate who live in Mineral Point drove me. I guess I know them some how, she said she had some classes with me and thought I was funny and nice. No idea who this girl was.

Saturday, Halloween will be celebrated in Platteville, I think. Ohh well I am wearing the hat and some other clothes for it.

Cards lost and are down 3-0 ohh well I can live with it.

I continue to get no respect at work. Ohh well. April is my target date. I am kinda pissed about work and if you are wondering why fling me and e-mail and I'll respond. Of cource if you are a hottie and have a pic fling me an e-mail too and I will respond to that as well. :)

Song of the Day: Offspring "Self Esteem" did you know this came out in 1994? damn I am old.
Thought O' Day: Why can't I erase the bad stuff from my mind like a computer? That would be cool, no?

And now just to screw you if you are looking at this at work.



Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Really?

This is what my Yahoo quickie horror-scope says for today. Quickie: A relationship should be your primary concern. Focus on nothing else today. So if you are a hottie who is a libra, Saggy, or Gemini contact me. Incidently those are the signs that I really get along with I guess. Though I must say some Libra's I find to be to indesive. Incidently, my signs are not romatically compatable with Taurus, Aries, or Virgo.

Daily singles love (by Astrology.com)Show how giving you can be with a quiet display of selflessness. Even if nobody sees it, the aura of good karma will shine in the right place.
I just put that there to mess with you people.

Now completely off Karma and astrology (the study of the Jetsons dog) I tell you this. Janine Lindermulden, or just Janine if you're a fan, is coming out with her 1st ever on tape real boy girl scene. Janine has worked in the Jizz Bizz for about 10 years and has always worked with women, except that homemade video with some other blond and former Motley Crue front man, Vince Neil. Janine also recently married West Coast Choppers head man Jesse James. That marriage didn't last long and she is now 'single' again. If you still don't know who Janine is she is the cover girl for Blink 182's album "Whats my age again?" This is a DVD I just might have to add to my collection. Ohh yeah and Cum guzzling Ghetto bootty bitches two..

Monday, October 25, 2004

HE NEVER SHUTS UP!!!!

Its like some one put extra battery's in an even more annoying Teddy Ruxspin, if Teddy only talked politics. I turn my back on him he still talks, I walk away from him he still talks, I turn up the radio/TV he still talks. Its like the T1000 you can't shut him up or stop him. Who am I refering too? My grandfather who I sometimes try to humor but most times can't even stand. He tells me about how he had to install the new monitor we got, and all it really was was turn the computer back on and click ok twice. And he makes it sound like he just cured cancer. I asked him if he wanted a cookie. He said what. I said Nothing nothing at all. Then he wants to talk about all that munition went missing in Iraq, and its all Bush's fault. Playing devil's advocate I said well George isn't over there protecting it so its not technically his fault. Christ he is still talking to me while I type this, its like he has no one else to talk to... He needs a fucking pen pal thats what he needs. Still talking. I kind of hope the batteries run out that or he figures out I am no longer listening.

Song of the Day: Earshot "Wait"
Thought O' Day: What should I do with my two/ three days off?

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Why do we dream if our thoughts mean nothing?

So I had this really visual dream last night. I had Alyson Hannigan in the car with me and we were being persued by Eliza Dushku, and we were in Boscobel, and we were in my old car, and Eliza was in the Batmobile. I kept pulling into driveways that I thought were streets. Finally I I wrecked her car by St. Johns Luthern Church, but the body was no where to be found. Then for some reason Alyson was wearing a giant bunny suit, and I was wearing a black suit with black vest black shirt red tie and my crushed velvet purple pimp top hat. Wierd I tell ya, I guess this means I gotta stop dropping acid before bed.


Here is my link for a free I-Pod.

I hit up tino and will hit up Wamsley after its done.

My Link.

Not expected

After work I went downtown to OT's for some drinks with Page. It started out dead but got kinda hopping after awhile. One thing that helped was a bachlorette party came in and boy were there alot of them. One of them said "HI Hamms" and I have no idea who she is. Cute girl though very much up my alley. Watched the world series. BoSox won. Am I the only one worried that the world will end if the BoSox win the series. I won't be that disappointed if the Cards don't win, its just I think the world will end if the Sox win it. Dogs and cats living together mass hysteria. Later the VC came in, Heidi, Jess, and Jen, all three were looking good. Then some really cute short brunnette came in and waved at me while her boyfriend/date was getting carded and again said Hi Hamms. Again if I had a chance with her I would have taken it, but I had no idea who she was. I am not depressed in the least just wondering and kind of upbeat, I mean if they know me maybe they'll come up and talk to me some time. Also RJ was talking to the bride about me for some reason I just kept seeing him motion to me and saying my name. YES I AM PARANOID!!! Well its now 12:47am Sunday and Page is having us over for steaks and twice baked taters so I am off to sleep 15 hours, good night all and if you are a hottie who knows me contact me. Though I won't be remise one way or the other.


Also as a lot of you know I can have some weird conversations with people so I thought I would bring back a conversation I had recently with a classmate of mine. It started with us talking about how men and women need to stretch before working out or running. But do you ever see a cheetah doing leg raises? or a giraffe doing neck rolls? How about a beartouching its toes? A gazzelle stretching its quads by putting its leg up and grabbing it toes from behind and pulling? What about a tiger doing crunches? You just never see this stuff.


Song of tonight: Fear Factory "Corporate Cloning"
Thought O' night: Do I leave that big of an impression on people?



Saturday, October 23, 2004

For some people who may read my blog.

Read this songs lyrics and try to understand.
Papa Roach "Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause you channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is... I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand. I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shoulda' never come around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understandYou fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel.


Sometimes I feel like I am a "target" for some women because I actually listen to problems. Problems that I somewhat had. I have never been in a bad relationship, mostly because I have never been in a relationship. I have had one girl who I will post the e-mails from and my responces, why because she was 18 and really messed up. I have met a girl who all she wanted was sex, another who had "our" children's names already planed out, after just one hour of talking on IM. Another who still sends me e-mails even though I told her I never wanted to talk to her again because she scared me, another who has changed her e-mail 6 times because I keep blocking it, and finally one who all she wanted to talk about was how she still loved her 1st boyfriend and could never love another like she loved him, even though he has a restraining order on her and she has been taking mood equalizers, she also has his name tattooed on her body three times, or so she says, I never cared to look. Now here are those e-mails.

Hey there, I got drunk last night. And I told you how I get when I get drunk!! Just take the in to thought and you might get a hint!! I got really drunk last night as I already said and then I got a phone call with someone telling me to get on the internet so I did. When I got on he talked me into going for a drive with him. Well first he wanted to meet but I told him that I had been drinking and I did not want to drive so he okay be there in ten minutes. Then I had this dream before (awhile ago) that he told people and he came and got me and then after we started there was people there taking pictures and shit!! I don't know I know it is a weird dream but last night I told him that and he said God no. So I was like ok!! After we started doing whatever and I started giving oral sex he turned the light on in the car!! I don't understand that why he would do that. Did he want to see or was there people out there who wanted to see and shit!! I have no idea. I don't think he is that kind of person but I never know!! This is probably too much information for you but you asked and I needed to get it off my chest. But in a little way it was a good night!! I got to have sex somewhere I had never done that before. ( a bean field) That too is probably too much info but I am sorry Don't think I am a slut or something because this is the second guy I have ever done anything with sexually anyways. I told myself and everyone else that told me he was just using me that I would never do it again but I was just in that mood and I was really drunk!! Please don't think I am gross or anything, it was just a mistake I am human I make mistakes just hope never again! Well thanks for being concerned I will talk to you later!! How is our day?? How was your night?? I don't think I will be on tonight late anyways because I have that miss congeniality thing and then a dance after wards and then the weekend I wont be on because I will be in Des Moines. If you want to talk or something you will have to e-mail me and I will get it monday or you can call my cell! That option is always open too!! Thanks again for being there to tell my problems too!!
>Take Care~
>B K

B,
I guess there is no need to beat around the bush here. The whole talk of you hoping i don't think you are something sounds more like it is you trying to convince yourself that you aren't. I know that we are all human and make mistakes, i drive intoxacated alot, part of it is I don't like to rely on others and part of it that i just don't want to be a mooch by staying at some ones place. We all have to live with the decions we make its how we get over our 'mistakes' that we make. Some dwell some just let them pass over us. I have regrets but I have to come to terms with them I can't dwell on them, ya gotta live your life the way you want too. No body is perfect.
Chad~

Hey it is me again! Yeh you just cant seem to get rid of me sorry. I did not understand your e-mail you wrote me. I took it as you think I am a whore. Well think what you want! I have slept with TWO people and so there is one way I am not a whore. I am not trying to convince my self I am not a whore because I know I am not! I have to be sleeping around if I was, I am sleeping with one person. Yes I did stop when I first met you because I did not know what was going to happen but I dont feel a reason to stop now!! It is not like I do it all the time in fact I am only sleeping with one person the other was in the past. well hell if ya think I am a whore that is fine think what you want!! Talk to you later!! Please tell me if I took this e-mai you wrote me the wrong way but I dont think I did. Well I will talk to you later, I went out and drank a little too much tonight and now it is time to sleep it off!
Take care~



Today has been hell, I was suppoed to have gone to Red Lobster for some tasty seafood but RJ said since it was homecoming that it would be packed. I say he was still drunk and just wanted more sleep. So now the Pioneers are getting their asses handed to them again. And I am really freaking tired. I should ask Page if he wants me to take over for him cause well money is good but sleep might be better.

Song of the Day: Papa Roach "Scars"
Thought O' Day: When is the next time I can go out for a drink or ten?

Friday, October 22, 2004

Madison

So I decided to go to Madison today to do some shopping. I got two pairs of pants a sleeveless hoody the new Breaking Benjamin CD the new Papa Roach CD the Big Lebowski on DVD and Aqua Teen Hunger Force season one on DVD. Its a story about a man and his pool, err rather a story about an arogant milk shake, a nieve meatwad and a scientific box of fries. The most random show I have ever watched and damn it is funny shit. I sold my old ps2 to Jay and eagerly await his 1st report of what he played and how fun it was.

Now for my observations and what I heard.
Does every one have to slow to a snails crawl to look at a fucking accident? Admitidly it was a pretty horific accident. It was pretty much across the beltline from American, just before the Fish Hatch exit. As I was driving by they were wheeling out the stretcher. In all honesty it didn't like they needed a stretcher unless they were gonna put all the pieces of the body on the stretcher. There was a red car that was just destroyed no windows left what so ever it looked like an SUV either hot some little car head on or really rear ended it. The car or what was left of it was a twisted mangled piece or metal. I then went to BW3 for some wings and a few drinks. Lets just say this they weren't whiskey and cokes they were whiskey's with a coke garnish. It was then off to whitney way. The car was still there so was the SUV and all the cop cars. Huge accident. At the big and tall store I picked up some clothes and was going to try them on but the fitting rooms were closed so I started to turn around when the girl who was working came up behind me and asked, would you like me to unlock the fitting room and I can help you try your pants on? Umm sure. Well she unlocks the door and lets me step in and then comes in herself. She then winks at me and walks out of the fitting room. OK so I am not (in my estimation) a good looking guy, and I am not anywhere near good shape, so why is it that every great while some random cutie kind of throws herself at me. Maybe it was just played for laughs but either way it does make me wonder. So then its off to Westfield Comics, and then off to Target on the west side, then I waited for Jay. On the way home I encountered a few different types of drives, it was raining pretty hard so a slow drive could have been expected, but 45 in a 65 thats just dumb, especially in the left fucking lane. Then while doing 75 I got passed like I was sitting still. Hey if your tires can handle it do it. It was also a helliously windy trip home.

Work was quick and now I am getting out the door.

Song of the Day: Nine Inch Nails "Closer"
Thought O' Day: What should I order at Red Lobster Saturday.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Odd isn't it.

Its odd that a 5'2" 115 pound girl can make a 6' 300 pound man week in the knees and intimidate him.

OK so I bought a new PS2 tonight pretty freaking sweet man. Its small and light and quite and just damn. Jay when we meet I should bring it with just so you can see it. I also stupidly bought Mortal Kombat: Deception. Thats the new one. I played it a few times and realized that I really don't have any time to play it anyway. So if any one wants to buy it I'll sell it for $40. Cardinals forced a game seven and right now its looking like the Red Sox will win game 7. I can't go to sleep though because well the BoSox will blow it some how and I want to see it.

Song of the Day: Scorpions "Rock you Like a Hurricane"
Thought O' Day: Why is that?

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

For you

Just for you. For all you undecided people I ask where the hell have you been the last two months. If you are still undecided you probably need mommy to dress you, you haven't been paying attension because your a single mom, or you are just plain dumb. That said Vote Kerry/Edwards and Feingold. You know my feelings and all that so no need to talk about it again. If the dems were running a rubber ducky I'd vote for it. Of course Bush's people would say that, that rubber ducky never saw any action in the bath tub and was just on the edge watching. Whats the difference between Iraq and Vietnam? Bush went to Iraq.

I got this months Playboy today. Cara from Road Rules is in it. Damn I love brunnettes with tight little bodies. Also Brooke Burke is in this months issue. I just love brunnettes and she is dark skinned that doesn't hurt either.

Now just because I am secure in my feeling and my place in this world I will copy and paste something I wrote like two years ago when I was really drunk and love lorne.

Just for you.
The way you move the way you talk it all gets me right here. The voice I love its what you say that I don't. Like a one way street thats been closed is how its best described, it can only go one way and your not with me. I feel like there was something, but it never grew, instead I locked it in a closest to fester and die. Your eyes they sparkle but never would for me. The way you smile when you talk, the way your voice raises as you talk, the way it falls when you are tired. The way you pull your haid back and let it bounce, the way it falls over your eyes and you smile slyly at me. I know that was once and never again. Those few days, or were they months?, that you seemed to tolerate me seemed etched in my mind. If I could relive it I would. But its passed and gone, I am no more in your life as you only flitter into mine. I try to not think of you but its like forgeting to breath. I can wish but know that it would never happen, I need to find someone/thing else to occupy my mind, but right now that is pretty tough. You are moving there, I am stuck here. It sounds cliched but if you ever, ohh who am I kidding you'd never turn to me.

From two years or so. I have changed a lot since then, I know I don't ask for pity as often as I used to, and I am much more secure in myself and realize that to be loved I must first love myself, that is kind hard but I am starting to do it.

Its flu season by the way and if you are reading this and think you need a flu shot come to belmont WI and I will hit you with a fucking 2X4, give you a shot of Jack Daniels and call you health. Cool?

*Edit ADD*

Is it ok to do work for weed? I mean I have done work for drinks alcohol and the hope of sex before (ok maybe not that last one) but is it good etique to do work for weed? I mean that shit is illegal and I have never had even an inkling to try it. Weird I tell ya weird.

Also I can't help it but every time I drive my McDonalds I feel bad about myself. Not because I eat at McDonalds on occasion but because you see that sign for Katie's Garden. Katie by the way being Katie Vaassan, (I hope I spelled that right). The two times I met Katie she was very nice and all those that I know and know her say the same. She was a very nice young woman who was taken way to early in life and now has a garden dedicated to her. It makes me wonder when I am dead and gone will any one remember me? Will I have anything named for me? Will I have touched some peoples' lives? Will I have made a difference? Or will I just be dead and buried? I know that at this point in my life I really haven't done anything. I really don't think I have touched anyone or made any great strides to improve man kind. It makes ya wonder why God takes the good ones young and leaves the empty selfish ones like myself to stay here.



Song of the Day: 2X: Marilyn Manson 'Personal Jesus' & Soundgarden 'My Wave'
Thought O' Day: What the hell was that noise last night?


Monday, October 18, 2004

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What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Name:
Age:
Sex:
Sexuality:
Flirting Skill Level - 39%
Kissing Skill Level - 9%
Cudding Skill Level - 37%
Sex Skill Level - 98%
Why They Love You You are too sexy for words.
Why They Hate You You won't take your socks off.
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98% damn for never doing it I guess I would be pretty damn good. And Yes the whole wanting to spread warm body oil over a beautiful naked woman and rubbing her 6 ways from Sunday has always been a dream of mine. Hmmm I wonder if she is a available later today.

Also in case your wondering it says this Flirting Skill Level - 39%
Kissing Skill Level - 9% Cudding Skill Level - 37% and Sex Skill Level - 98%


Why They Love You
You are too sexy for words.


Why They Hate You
You won't take your socks off. Actually depends On how cool it is and whether or not I am goig down on her that LONG. Yes a man who would love to do/try oral sex on the ladies.


Sunday, October 17, 2004

Sleep in and out

Thats whats been happening falling in and out of sleep this afternoon. After the Packers game I couldn't stay awake for the Cardinals game and they lost damn that middle relief. I have home work due tomorrow and I have it done. Just not typed. Damn long hand. Rob Callahan got the job in Boscobel I hope this works out well for Rob he will do good and he deserves a shot at good things. Rob also had the quote of the day today, while using a cinnamon toothpaste, Rob said, "If God used Toothpaste it would be this kind." Insidently that is the toothpaste I use. Crest Cinnamon Blast.

Song of the Day: Green Day "American Idiot"
Thought O' Day: Can I get this shit done?

More Boondocks

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Spent the night at my parents place. They have a heated cement basement floor. Let me tell you that is a great thing. It warmed the whole damn house. And the cement floor in the morning wasn't cold, if I had a sleeping bag I could have slept on it comfortably.

And no I have no idea why I can't post a pic on lately.


Saturday, October 16, 2004

Could we...

Shut off the fucking lights at WPVL when you leave? I know its a lot to ask but at least then I know that no one is there. Come on people, I know that I shut the lights off, then I show up this morning and boom lit up like an X-Mas Tree. Shut off the fucking lights.

In other feelings:
Its still so much better to just be fun and not try and hit on women, its so much easier to be friends and not try any thing more. Friends don't get into stupid arguements. I would like a relationship but not now and not with some people who "need" to be in one. I am cool being single and even cooler waiting for the sex.

Has any one else seen the new Tim Michaels add that shows a terrorist looking at a nuclear plant and looking like he is gonna try something? OK Tim that add is just plain dumb. 1st of you could fly a plane into a nuclear tower and not have a meltdown. The core is usually so well protected you would really need to nail it just right to even get an inkly of radation. Tim Micheals also says we need the Patriotic Act because then we can monitor the terrorists, as well any one making snide comments, Arab like names, people who wear scarves, people with dogs and the worst kind of people those bloody Bush Haters.

The Florida Marlins are severing ties with All Star Mike Lowell, and the Oakland A's are not going to pick up the option on Jermaine Dye. Anyone else think that the Brewers should pick these guys up? Not at top of the line salaries but at a decent clip. Maybe 7 million a year. Deal Wes Helms for a lower end prospect and keep Brady Clark as fill in at all three outfield postions. What about Russell Branyon? Well you could spot start him all over too. Cardinals up 2-0 in the NLCS. Cubs are getting tee times in AZ. I hear some Cubs fans have already started saying wait till next year in preparation for the 2006 season.

Amber Alert: 11 young men have been missing since Monday September 13, 2004. They were last seen in North Carolina. They answer to Green Bay Packers Defense, if you have any information please contact Mike Sherman.

WGLR Part-timers continue to amaze me in their ineptatude. You just have to pot something up, no need to pot up a patch that you fucked up just pot up the NEW P-Line in the News room and then pot up the news room in the on-air studio. Ohh and wait for the fucking outro to finish playing before you cut off programing. Also could you possible listen to the game and write down a correct score? Yeah that would be great. Dumb asses.

Cartoon The Boondocks.

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Song of the Day: Anything by Neil Diamond
Thought O' Day: Sorry but I am trying to quit.


Friday, October 15, 2004

High school football

Just to tell ya, the score at the half of the Platteville Dodgeville game. 63-20 Platteville. Thats rights that is a half time score. Fuck I would have loved to have called that game.


Back to the Front... FUCKER!!!

Been say the word Fuck alot lately, I honestly don't care so go fuck yourself. Its been a long week filled with stuff that has been time consuming. Lets get in the time machine and go back to Thursday shall we? So we are going to MilWAUkee on Thursday and to know Bob is to be pissy with him. Well Bob has no good clothes he usually wears his lab uniform to our tours on Fridays. Well Karen has told us many many times to dress up in business casual attire. Bob never has, infact the 1st time we went some where he dressed in a old stained white t-shirt and bad dress pants. So anyway Thursday we are getting ready to go and Bob is getting dressed while I am going to my car to get my clothes. After getting dressed I notice Bob in the back talking with Karen, apparntly while he was doing this he was ironing his clothes. WHILE HE WAS WEARING THEM!!!! OK so I didn't see it but thats what I heard. So after talking with Karen Bob leaves, and talks to Jeff, then he leaves the building totally. At this time it was said that bob wasn't gonna go. Well as I was sitting in Jared car we see Bob walking toward us again. He goes and talks to Karen and Jeff again. This time he was getting kind of upset, because I guess Karen was telling him that what he was wearing wasn't approtite for the tours. His shirt was a lab shirt his coat was stained and full of holes and he had on old crappy shoes. Well Jeff tells Bob that if he leaves he might as well not come back because this trip is worth a lot of points. Bob leaves and we have a great trip.
Monday nothing really worthwhile going on.
Tuesday me Shannon and Julie decide to go to Brothers for some tacos. Well after the tacos Shannon invites me back to her place for more drinking, since she doesn't want to drink and drive. SOOO, we go to her place and drink and talk then then her husband came home and we drank and talked more.
Wednesday nothing Cards win opener.
Thursday nothing again, just classes and lots of other crap I have to put up with.
Today, we go to Dubuque for some trips one of which is to a place called Cold Stone Creamery. Bubble loves this place a apperently. Ain't that right tubby? Had some ice cream and then came back. I got my PVL pay check and then had to go set up the marti for Jack O'Neil, the former PVL employee not UWP professor. Why we asked Jack to come back and do a game when he hasn't done one in years and has no idea whats going on I don't know. Thats right I am not good enough. Yep thats it. I decided to go to Ron ShaQ and get a couple 1/2 to 3/4 in adaptors. Just cause I wanted them, and needed one for the game tonight. Wally has them both and I better get them back. :) Well as I was pulling into Ron ShaQ I see Julie, and we talk briefly and she invites me back to her place for a few drinks, SOOO. I have now been invited back to two married women's places to drink. Damn B I am doing much better now that I am at SWTC, I NEVER got this at UWP. OK so Amy invited me back but that was it.

Song of the Day: Slayer "Born to be Wild"
Thought O' Day: When will the 1st non married lady invite me back to her place?


Sunday, October 10, 2004

Pissed already

OK so I have only been awake for 45 minutes and around my grandfather for 2 and I am already pissed off at him. Why because he keeps getting this message that his session has expired on Yahoo. He keeps thinking that it is Mt Horeb AKA MHTC's problem. He says that Yahoo pays Horeb, I told him that no one pays any one anything. I said its all paid by advertisers, well I don't click on any of those ads so thats why they are doing this to me. I told him thats not even smart, its like not buying things you see on TV and them taking your cable away. It just doesn't happen. He then keeps on this Mt. Horeb kick thats its all their fault. I told him its like blaming the gas station for your engine not working, or the electric company for your lamp not working. MY GRANDFATHER IS A FUCKING IDIOT!!!! He will be the only person I will not miss when he passes away, he just gets dumber and dumber every fucking day!!!!! He pisses me off so easily it sucks.

Homecoming was fun, I wish the football game turned out better. Saw a lot of good looking young ladies, that I will continue to think are either lesbians or seeing some one. That way I feel better about myself. :) OK take care everybody, I am out for now.

Song of the Day: Magna-Fi "Down in It"
Thought O' Day: What the fuck is his problem.

Saturday, October 09, 2004

I am back

So Milwaukee was fun. We stopped at this place outside of the city called The Seven Seas. The owner a German immigrant was very nice and gracious and had an incredible restaurant/dining experience. These huge rooms with beautiful views of a lake. Great thing. We also hit up this place called the melting pot. Interesting fondue place, I had never had fondue before I would have liked it better had the meats been precooked before we got them, but I understand the whole cook it in the pot and get the juices going. Then we hit of Comedy Sports which was quite good. Funny stuff, I like the harder comedy like Chris Rock and such but this was still good stuff, kind of like that old Drew Carrey show. Well we got back to our hotel then decided that a few of us wanted to go for some drinks so I asked the hotel check in person where the nearest bar was and she said like 6 miles away take a right out of the parking lot and keep going until you come to a bar called Club Tap. I am thinking that is either a gay bar, or some god damn dance club, it was neither, it was like The Gamehendge. Nice place kind of expensive, but it is Milwaukee. I was kind of dumb I kept drinking and so did Jared, Shannon, and Julie till almost bar time, then we went back to our hotel, and were very loud. Drunken loud. We stayed up till like 3-3:30 or so then had to get up at 5:30 so that we could meet at 6 and leave. I would like to say this who ever invented mornings should be drug in to the street and shot. Yesterday was fucked up, we hot up Krispy Kreme, The Midwest Airline ConventionCenter (I believe that's the name) that place was fucking huge. And one of the managers was smoking hot, cute little Asian Indian woman. Nice accent too. Then the Italian Convention Center and finally the Mecanec for dinner and an interactive play. I tried to sleep on the way home, and kind of did, I got a whole 4 hours sleep yesterday.

Well it is Homecoming for UWP I am going to the game, hoping to see old friends and new acquaintances. Maybe Kristin Henke will be there, I always enjoyed talking to her about her incredibly weird taste in men.

Song of the Day(s): Anything by Tantric
Thought O' Day: Who am I gonna see?


Wednesday, October 06, 2004

not feeling good

Physically I am fine mentally I am down. The reason: My finacial aid wasn't what I thought it would be. I was expecting about 10,000 in refund, which would have meant I would have been able to move out of my grandparents and actually do something, instead what do I get... nothing. I actually find out my FA doesn't cover $652 and change. Shit man. Shit. Well after class I stopped in and talked with an FA and she said that what I was looking at was an example of what people may get. What? Why the fuck put an example on a sheet like that and not FUCKING LABEL IT!!!! That just confused the hell out of me, it actually said what I would be getting. I am thinking I am XXX and I get v. Like damnit. So I do talk to the lady after class and she says that she can get me 2000 more dollars, which translates to 1950 after they take out processing, and then down to 1300, after tuition. I am definitely in the wrong business, the blognet needs to open a cable providing service, and telephone service, and then we can open a loan office. Also because I already have a BA I am ineligible for a grant, FUCK UWP screws me there. I got a bullshit degreee that can't even get me a part time job out side of bumfuck Platteville. Damnit!!! Again I say DAMNIT!!!! I guess I was never talented enough to get out anyway.

Its also looking like I am gonna have to work Saturday and not go to the football game, and even then that night I might not be able to get a drink or ten.

Song of the Day: System of a Down "Sugar"
Thought O' Day: So this means more living with Jerry?


Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Bubba

I still don't like DICK Cheney.

Here are some new rules for life.
If you cut me off don't immediatly turn you only piss me off more.
Don't slow down with no blinker then turn it on as you turn.
Just because you don't know where you are doesn't mean that you can slow the fuck down and look at every single road sign like its the Holy Fucking Grail.
That right lane thats for slow people.
That right lane that last 150 feet is for passing people who are turning left.
When turning left don't slide as far right as you can this isn't NASCAR, you aren't Jeff Burton.
Keeping your right turn signal on for more than 300 yards should send electric shocks to you nipples, nuts, or eye balls.
If you can't see over the steering wheel don't fucking drive.

Rodney Dangerfield died today, Rodney will now be doing stand up three times a week in heaven, opening acts will be Phil Hartman and Chris Farley.

Bob smelled of old/new and dirty diaper today, damn it was hard to concentrate on the test when he came in and smelled like that.

Cards won today just 2 more wins and RJ owes me dinner at Red Lobster. WOOO LOBSTER!!!!

Still trying to watch Angel the 5th season is in rerun on TNT.

Been working ahead on Culinary stuff, and I have been putting way to many miles on my car with all the driving. Uhg.

I smell of sweat and need a shower. Also for some reason my school uniform pants make my balls sweat like you wouldn't fucking beleive. As Lewis Black said he would buy with Millions of dollars I would to, a personal ball washer.

Song of the Day: Rob Zombie "Blitzkrieg Bop"
Thought O' Day: What is the obsession with men and women who pull off the Catholic School girl look?

Monday, October 04, 2004

Short update

OK so 1st off yes I was drunk my birthday, no I didn't have a hangover. Yes I am blessed like that. Sorry RJ if our signals were mixed I dinna know you were going to the Kitchen for eats. Also I did not have a one night stand. DAMN.

Milwaukee is just days away, Financial Aid is just hours away.

I am thankful that the computer was off on Friday night when I came home otherwise I would have sent two e-mails that probably shouldn't be sent. One was to a girl whom I drunkingly told I had a crush on since I met her four years ago. I told her this two years ago and then she started worrying cause lets face it I had 2/3 a bottle of Jack in about 2 hours, annnnnny way, the e-mail was to appologize cause in my little world no one should be burdened with some one elses feelings toward them. The other e-mail was to inform all those no blogger readers what I was up to. Thats right I was going to inform the masses. Instead since the comp was off and thought I'd probably pass out waiting I didn't turn it on. That sounds like a lot of things, I didn't turn it on. he he he.

Test on Salads and Salad Dressings Tuesday, also probably gonna make some salads, then its off to The Farm to watch some baseball and get junk.

Song of the Day: Slipknot "The Blister Exists"
Thought O' Day: What blister? Ohh yeah that burn on my finger.

Cause I think its funny

I got this in my Sunday e-mail. I really like The Boondocks hil-are-ee-us comic strip. Very Liberal leaning if you were wondering. :)




Saturday, October 02, 2004

Updated

The UWP Pioneer Football team is 4-0 now. They beat UW Whitewater today. Whitewaters kicker missed two field goals in the final 2 minutes (3 if you count the one nulified by the time out) Pioneers win 7-6. They will take on the UW River Falls Falcons. Falcons by the way are 0-4.

As soon as Daryle gets here I am heading to Boscobel to see the rest of the family and Jaden.

Song of the Day: Nonpoint "in the air tonight"
Thought O' Day: How long can the Pioneers keep this up.

Last Night

So yesterday was my birthday. It rained it was cold and God was disapointed that I was still alive. So we had a good call between myself and RJ with that Cuba City stinker. One thing I wish RJ would do more of is cross talk with me. I think that might make us sound better I know that as we sounded very good when we did do that. So then I went down town one drink at Steve's we were thinking of getting some eats but didn't so we went to OT's.

How to make a Hamms Drunk
add Jack Daniels and coke, sprinkle liberally with shots (Stop and Go, Doc, Wild Turkey, and some brandy) Add to shaker loaded with ice, shake till silly.

Yes I had some shots not much but some, and for some reason not known to me these two girls kept grabbing my junk. I guess it was somerthing to do with the shots I had. It made no sence. I am not a touchy feely person even more so as I drink. Scotty Abing also showed up good to see Scotty show up. Also the guy who played Principle Blelding on Saved by the Bell was in OT's for a bit. I guess he also sang with the Roadies at the Hendge too. I told Daryl that he should ask to smell Belding's fingers and he would smell Liz Berkley, and Tiffany Amber Thiesen.

After the amount drank last night I am surprised I woke up as well as I did though at one point I looked at the clock and thought it said 3:18 not 8:18. I also had to get out of bed because me left calf was cramping like mad.

Well that is all, for now.


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