Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Hinder "You Deserve Better"
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures i took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This can't be the end I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me (And I think you should know this) (You deserve much better than me)
I posted those lyrics cause I really like the song. I bought the CD the other day. Still looking to get Silertide.
I hate stupid drivers. Got behind this asshole with a lisence plate MRCUB1 tonight. Bastard was driving only 45 for a long time so when I got the chance to pass him I did. Then the fucker has the balls to keep his fucking high beams on. Asshole is in a red SUV that sits high. I am in pontiac that sits low. Fucker. He lives in Belmont cause I see his car MRCUB2 and his SUV at The Sports Page a lot. I hate those bastards. He would dim his lights for on coming cars but not the one in front of him.
Groundhog Day is coming up. WOO repeating day!!!! Go Bill Murray!!!!
Want to ask some out but can't muster the courage, also ERR7S called hoping to get an interview from them before long. Please Lord let this work out.
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures i took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This can't be the end I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me (And I think you should know this) (You deserve much better than me)
I posted those lyrics cause I really like the song. I bought the CD the other day. Still looking to get Silertide.
I hate stupid drivers. Got behind this asshole with a lisence plate MRCUB1 tonight. Bastard was driving only 45 for a long time so when I got the chance to pass him I did. Then the fucker has the balls to keep his fucking high beams on. Asshole is in a red SUV that sits high. I am in pontiac that sits low. Fucker. He lives in Belmont cause I see his car MRCUB2 and his SUV at The Sports Page a lot. I hate those bastards. He would dim his lights for on coming cars but not the one in front of him.
Groundhog Day is coming up. WOO repeating day!!!! Go Bill Murray!!!!
Want to ask some out but can't muster the courage, also ERR7S called hoping to get an interview from them before long. Please Lord let this work out.
FREAKING YES!!!!!!
Cadbury eggs are out!!!! Sweet Jesus yes!!! I love those things filled with a mystery cream like substance. Drank an energy drink on the way home. Ever have that feeling of being disconnected but at the same time being plugged in to everything. Wicked wired man.
Myspace link is here. http://www.myspace.com/tfguy
Bakeshop at school today. Made banana bread, buttermilk biscuts, and these puff thingies. I made a strawberry vanilla whipped cream to stuff them with. Seemed to go over very well.
Songs of the Day: Metallica "Until it sleeps" and Seether Featuring Amy Lee "Broken"
Thought O' Day: What happened to Evanecence?
Cadbury eggs are out!!!! Sweet Jesus yes!!! I love those things filled with a mystery cream like substance. Drank an energy drink on the way home. Ever have that feeling of being disconnected but at the same time being plugged in to everything. Wicked wired man.
Myspace link is here. http://www.myspace.com/tfguy
Bakeshop at school today. Made banana bread, buttermilk biscuts, and these puff thingies. I made a strawberry vanilla whipped cream to stuff them with. Seemed to go over very well.
Songs of the Day: Metallica "Until it sleeps" and Seether Featuring Amy Lee "Broken"
Thought O' Day: What happened to Evanecence?
Sunday, January 29, 2006
One good thing
You know how one good thing can make your entire weekend be the best damn weekend ever? No, I didn't get a date with anyone, and no, no one professed their love for me. Instead, on friday I was going to work and and I was across the street from Bendorf Funeral Home and I waved this kid across in front of me. This guy is bigger than me, about 6'3" and maybe 290. OK so thats taller but not bigger but anyway, he is dressed like a whigger, wearing this shiney silver running suit with a skull cap. He is also carrying a skate board. Well after I wave him by he walks across then goes to jump on his skateboard and freaking biffs it. He just fucking wipes out. Slams his left knee and face into the street and his stakeboard just goes flying. I am trying not to laugh cause he hops right back up and takes off. As soon as I know he can't see me I am just freaking busting up. I end up turning on to main street then on to court and as I pass the ticket this kid comes walking out of the alley, key word "walking" I am still laughing by the way. Yeah something like that makes me have a full good weekend. I indeed have Schadenfreude.
Got two new friends requests on MySpace.com denied both because I knew neither. I feel like an NHL Goalie right now. DENIED!!!! STONED!!!! By the way on myspace I am tfguy. Yes I am that fucking guy.
We are going to start introducing hot wings to The Ticket. Try them. Also doing a nacho tray. Told one bartender I didn't like her mother. The mother has come in twice. Each time she has bitched about how shitty something is/has been. Today it was that last time her chicken strips weren't done. Well she says it loud enough that I can hear it. Bitch I cooked one thing for you and you wanted all kinds of shit for it. I hate HATE HATE unreasonable overly bitchy customers. I understand the customer is always right thing. But sometimes the customer is just plain dumb too. I want people to go above and beyond what is expected of them, but I hate customers that don't set the bar high but take the bar and hide it so that I have no idea how high to jump. Back to her chicken strips... I fried those fucking things till they were over done. Also last week bartender asked for chicken strips when she got done. I made them and she tore one open and asked if they were done. I wanted to turn to her and say NEVER QUESTION THE COOK!!! Jokingly of course... maybe... I take alot of pride in what I do. If something isn't to your liking tell me, but please don't question me when I get that shit right. Also this lady told her grandson that he will only get something when he grows up and matures. The kid is 12. Uhg, maybe thats another reason I just can't get in a realtionship, I would never want to subject my kids to some one that freaking critical.
Also Kyle and I saw the preview for the Curious George movie, we agreed that if we see it we will have to be on Acid. Shit man it looks wicked and colorfully weird.
Song of the Day: Stone Sour "Bother"
Thought O' Day: When was that again?
You know how one good thing can make your entire weekend be the best damn weekend ever? No, I didn't get a date with anyone, and no, no one professed their love for me. Instead, on friday I was going to work and and I was across the street from Bendorf Funeral Home and I waved this kid across in front of me. This guy is bigger than me, about 6'3" and maybe 290. OK so thats taller but not bigger but anyway, he is dressed like a whigger, wearing this shiney silver running suit with a skull cap. He is also carrying a skate board. Well after I wave him by he walks across then goes to jump on his skateboard and freaking biffs it. He just fucking wipes out. Slams his left knee and face into the street and his stakeboard just goes flying. I am trying not to laugh cause he hops right back up and takes off. As soon as I know he can't see me I am just freaking busting up. I end up turning on to main street then on to court and as I pass the ticket this kid comes walking out of the alley, key word "walking" I am still laughing by the way. Yeah something like that makes me have a full good weekend. I indeed have Schadenfreude.
Got two new friends requests on MySpace.com denied both because I knew neither. I feel like an NHL Goalie right now. DENIED!!!! STONED!!!! By the way on myspace I am tfguy. Yes I am that fucking guy.
We are going to start introducing hot wings to The Ticket. Try them. Also doing a nacho tray. Told one bartender I didn't like her mother. The mother has come in twice. Each time she has bitched about how shitty something is/has been. Today it was that last time her chicken strips weren't done. Well she says it loud enough that I can hear it. Bitch I cooked one thing for you and you wanted all kinds of shit for it. I hate HATE HATE unreasonable overly bitchy customers. I understand the customer is always right thing. But sometimes the customer is just plain dumb too. I want people to go above and beyond what is expected of them, but I hate customers that don't set the bar high but take the bar and hide it so that I have no idea how high to jump. Back to her chicken strips... I fried those fucking things till they were over done. Also last week bartender asked for chicken strips when she got done. I made them and she tore one open and asked if they were done. I wanted to turn to her and say NEVER QUESTION THE COOK!!! Jokingly of course... maybe... I take alot of pride in what I do. If something isn't to your liking tell me, but please don't question me when I get that shit right. Also this lady told her grandson that he will only get something when he grows up and matures. The kid is 12. Uhg, maybe thats another reason I just can't get in a realtionship, I would never want to subject my kids to some one that freaking critical.
Also Kyle and I saw the preview for the Curious George movie, we agreed that if we see it we will have to be on Acid. Shit man it looks wicked and colorfully weird.
Song of the Day: Stone Sour "Bother"
Thought O' Day: When was that again?
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Just don't get it.
Women that is. Playing darts on monday one of the team members was standing to close to me. I would have liked her much closer but it just seems as though most women don't want to be with in 5 feet of me. Yet here she was standing very close and at times standing between my legs. Scary close and not used to it. She also showed me a big ass diamon ring and said, "I have great news, I got engaged." I think the shock and my heart dropping showed cause she quickly retracted. Said she bought it on her own while in Texas. Thank God cause if she was I would have to hate some one else I have never met for no reason. Damn you people. I like her alot, but the thing is AS ALWAYS. I don't want to do something that just ruins me talking to her, or us hanging out. She called me back the Monday after Christmas to say thank you for the call and we talked just briefly, she said hi to me in a crowded bar when some ponce was hitting on her and here I am thinking I can not compete.
Been paying of loans like crazy lately, I have only one last one. Took "The Rog" to Red Lobster on Wednesday night and we went with two kind of cute girls. Kind of cute is because they are both college freshmen, which means they can be looked at but not touched. One of whom speaks... a great deal... whether you like it or not said like way to much. Sounded very valley girlish. I know I am in the minority on this but I don't think I want to date someone that is not 21 or older. Even though I haven't been going out much lately I would still like to, and besides women and men do a shit ton of growing up after age 20.
OK so now for other stuff.
I was in Madison today to do some shopping. I bought two CD's, 5 comics (so sue me I still like comic books even at my advananced age, and two dress shirts, a white one and a burgandy one. I am thinking I will still buy a purple one so I am still out there. But before I reached Big and Tall mens store. I did something really really bad. At the last stop light before going under the beltline on 151 I rear ended an SUV. See this old guy in front of him slammed on his brakes when the light changed yellow. Right as it did. The SUV then slammed on his brakes and I slammed on mine. I hit the SUV who hit the car with the old guy. No damage was done except some traded paint from me to the SUV. It sucked cause then my heart is frakking racing I am feeling sick and the all parties involved decide no damage was done lets get out of here. Bad thing here the old fucker slammed on his brakes so much that the light was still yellow when I got out of my car. I am feeling fine its just that feeling sucks. Now I know I am vain mutherfucker when it comes to some things such as my car. I could never drive a car with mismatched parts. Different colored doors side paneling missing hub cap you name it I can't do it. And I notice that I think I broke a small piece of my grill out today. I might have happened when I hit the car of maybe not but even though you have to look to miss it I may have it replaced. Yes I am vain.
School goes well, I need to make a kids menu that gets the kids to have fun. I have some ideas so this should be fun.
Work has been going well. I am going to start getting more hours. I honestly don't think at any my jobs have I ever asked for more hours. I have also been asked if I am willing to work more because I guess I show I can do it and be good at it. Why can't that translate to my personal life? :) One weird thing about work is that they just hired on a new bartender. The one person who I hoped I never had to see again, just because it dredges up this feeling in me of stupidity and inadaquacy. Saw her name on the list and hoped it was another girl of that name. It wasn't. And I worked with her a lot on Saturday. Hopefully though as I was over hearing she will only be working Tuesday and Thursday days. And I would never work those except Thursday night. So THAT is good. I wish her well and hope she does great in life its just I don't like the feelings I get around her. It also turns out that she used to work where I am trying to get my internship. Small fucking world. damn I need to get there and away from here.
Heard some really interesting things about other people/businesses. But because I want to keep it to myself I will do just that. But I will tease you with the knowledge I now have.
Ohh yeah and I just don't give a shit about the Oprah book thing. And Dr. Phil can go fuck himself.
Also Match.com has some girl that winked at me. I winked back, she sent me an e-mail but I can't read it. Damn it I ain't paying to get shot down.
Song of the Day: Theory of a Deadman "Say Goodbye"
Thought O' Day: Bush can lie about WMD's, wire tapping, the info he had on New Orleans/Katrina/the Levies, and other things but there is almost no hearing of impeachment. Bubba Tubby gets a hummer lies about it and gets impeached? Fair I think not... fucking conservative ass holes.
Women that is. Playing darts on monday one of the team members was standing to close to me. I would have liked her much closer but it just seems as though most women don't want to be with in 5 feet of me. Yet here she was standing very close and at times standing between my legs. Scary close and not used to it. She also showed me a big ass diamon ring and said, "I have great news, I got engaged." I think the shock and my heart dropping showed cause she quickly retracted. Said she bought it on her own while in Texas. Thank God cause if she was I would have to hate some one else I have never met for no reason. Damn you people. I like her alot, but the thing is AS ALWAYS. I don't want to do something that just ruins me talking to her, or us hanging out. She called me back the Monday after Christmas to say thank you for the call and we talked just briefly, she said hi to me in a crowded bar when some ponce was hitting on her and here I am thinking I can not compete.
Been paying of loans like crazy lately, I have only one last one. Took "The Rog" to Red Lobster on Wednesday night and we went with two kind of cute girls. Kind of cute is because they are both college freshmen, which means they can be looked at but not touched. One of whom speaks... a great deal... whether you like it or not said like way to much. Sounded very valley girlish. I know I am in the minority on this but I don't think I want to date someone that is not 21 or older. Even though I haven't been going out much lately I would still like to, and besides women and men do a shit ton of growing up after age 20.
OK so now for other stuff.
I was in Madison today to do some shopping. I bought two CD's, 5 comics (so sue me I still like comic books even at my advananced age, and two dress shirts, a white one and a burgandy one. I am thinking I will still buy a purple one so I am still out there. But before I reached Big and Tall mens store. I did something really really bad. At the last stop light before going under the beltline on 151 I rear ended an SUV. See this old guy in front of him slammed on his brakes when the light changed yellow. Right as it did. The SUV then slammed on his brakes and I slammed on mine. I hit the SUV who hit the car with the old guy. No damage was done except some traded paint from me to the SUV. It sucked cause then my heart is frakking racing I am feeling sick and the all parties involved decide no damage was done lets get out of here. Bad thing here the old fucker slammed on his brakes so much that the light was still yellow when I got out of my car. I am feeling fine its just that feeling sucks. Now I know I am vain mutherfucker when it comes to some things such as my car. I could never drive a car with mismatched parts. Different colored doors side paneling missing hub cap you name it I can't do it. And I notice that I think I broke a small piece of my grill out today. I might have happened when I hit the car of maybe not but even though you have to look to miss it I may have it replaced. Yes I am vain.
School goes well, I need to make a kids menu that gets the kids to have fun. I have some ideas so this should be fun.
Work has been going well. I am going to start getting more hours. I honestly don't think at any my jobs have I ever asked for more hours. I have also been asked if I am willing to work more because I guess I show I can do it and be good at it. Why can't that translate to my personal life? :) One weird thing about work is that they just hired on a new bartender. The one person who I hoped I never had to see again, just because it dredges up this feeling in me of stupidity and inadaquacy. Saw her name on the list and hoped it was another girl of that name. It wasn't. And I worked with her a lot on Saturday. Hopefully though as I was over hearing she will only be working Tuesday and Thursday days. And I would never work those except Thursday night. So THAT is good. I wish her well and hope she does great in life its just I don't like the feelings I get around her. It also turns out that she used to work where I am trying to get my internship. Small fucking world. damn I need to get there and away from here.
Heard some really interesting things about other people/businesses. But because I want to keep it to myself I will do just that. But I will tease you with the knowledge I now have.
Ohh yeah and I just don't give a shit about the Oprah book thing. And Dr. Phil can go fuck himself.
Also Match.com has some girl that winked at me. I winked back, she sent me an e-mail but I can't read it. Damn it I ain't paying to get shot down.
Song of the Day: Theory of a Deadman "Say Goodbye"
Thought O' Day: Bush can lie about WMD's, wire tapping, the info he had on New Orleans/Katrina/the Levies, and other things but there is almost no hearing of impeachment. Bubba Tubby gets a hummer lies about it and gets impeached? Fair I think not... fucking conservative ass holes.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Fuck fuck fuck
I want biscuts and sausage gravy. Damnit. Can't find any. Also fuck you Mc donalds for two sausage mc griddles when i wanted two bacon egg and cheese mc griddles. damnit. ohh yeah work 14 hours yesterday.
I want biscuts and sausage gravy. Damnit. Can't find any. Also fuck you Mc donalds for two sausage mc griddles when i wanted two bacon egg and cheese mc griddles. damnit. ohh yeah work 14 hours yesterday.
Friday, January 20, 2006
Can't even shut off the VCR
Its true what they say older people have a hard time with electronics. I called to ask my grandparents to shut the VCR off last night, and they couldn't do it. This VCR mind you is the same damn one they have had for the last 9 plus years. I told them use the black remote and press the VCR Power button. Instead they turned on the tv twice, and turned the DVD player on and off. Sure the area is a little cluttered what with a dvd player a vcr and a ps2 but wait thats not cluttered and I told them what remote to use. Well that meant I missed Smallville last night and it was a new one. Shit.
Had that deeply in love dream again. One of those dreams where you just look in the other persons eyes and the look of love comes back. She was under covers when I threw an other cover over it cause it was cold. I then burrowed my way up to her under the covers and (shudders) we (shudders) 'cuddled'. I only shudder because of that word, it sounds way to girly carebear ish. She was about 5'6" and had black hair. Damnit I hate those dreams cause I don't want to wake from them. I know they are dreams but I don't want them to stop and then when I wake up I am depressed. Shit shit shit.
Song of the Day: Korn "Twisted Transistor" view the video
Thought O' Day: What to do?
Its true what they say older people have a hard time with electronics. I called to ask my grandparents to shut the VCR off last night, and they couldn't do it. This VCR mind you is the same damn one they have had for the last 9 plus years. I told them use the black remote and press the VCR Power button. Instead they turned on the tv twice, and turned the DVD player on and off. Sure the area is a little cluttered what with a dvd player a vcr and a ps2 but wait thats not cluttered and I told them what remote to use. Well that meant I missed Smallville last night and it was a new one. Shit.
Had that deeply in love dream again. One of those dreams where you just look in the other persons eyes and the look of love comes back. She was under covers when I threw an other cover over it cause it was cold. I then burrowed my way up to her under the covers and (shudders) we (shudders) 'cuddled'. I only shudder because of that word, it sounds way to girly carebear ish. She was about 5'6" and had black hair. Damnit I hate those dreams cause I don't want to wake from them. I know they are dreams but I don't want them to stop and then when I wake up I am depressed. Shit shit shit.
Song of the Day: Korn "Twisted Transistor" view the video
Thought O' Day: What to do?
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
The lost art of the handjob.
Its true no one gets handjobs any more. Its all blowjobs and sex, take away the table scene from Wedding Crashers and boom its all gone.
1st day of school today. I hate getting up. I need a job from 2pm to 10-11. I am really looking forward to this. I want to do really well, and show people and employeers that I can be what they want. I guess if that means I have to get up though I'll do it.
We discussed our luncheons. Mine will be march 8th. I could give you the number to call for reservations but who am I kidding any one reading this isn't driving to Fennimore for a very well perpared well served meal for $10. Appitizer, soup/salad, entree-choice of starch-choice of veg, dessert. My theme is March Madness. I know I know I hate basketball. PRO Basketball, college around march gets so damn good though. Also its one of those "accepted" days where you can sit in a bar all day drinking and no one cares.
Well I think I am going to go read my service book while watching the Badger Game.
Song of the Day: Mudvayne "Fall in to Sleep"
Thought O' Day: Should I look else where?
Its true no one gets handjobs any more. Its all blowjobs and sex, take away the table scene from Wedding Crashers and boom its all gone.
1st day of school today. I hate getting up. I need a job from 2pm to 10-11. I am really looking forward to this. I want to do really well, and show people and employeers that I can be what they want. I guess if that means I have to get up though I'll do it.
We discussed our luncheons. Mine will be march 8th. I could give you the number to call for reservations but who am I kidding any one reading this isn't driving to Fennimore for a very well perpared well served meal for $10. Appitizer, soup/salad, entree-choice of starch-choice of veg, dessert. My theme is March Madness. I know I know I hate basketball. PRO Basketball, college around march gets so damn good though. Also its one of those "accepted" days where you can sit in a bar all day drinking and no one cares.
Well I think I am going to go read my service book while watching the Badger Game.
Song of the Day: Mudvayne "Fall in to Sleep"
Thought O' Day: Should I look else where?
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Next
In the never ending sea of shit that MTV seems to throw at us Next is up there as horrible stuff. I have seen bits and pieces of the show and the worst part is the introductions with their sexual innuendo turned up to 11. First off many of the people aren't bright enough to come up with their own lines, from the horney dumb frat boys to the horney over sexed sleezes they drag up. Its even worse when they get the lesbian and gay crowd in there. The reason its worse is because the innuendo is turned to 20. I have no problem with gays or lesbians it just seems they are taking the hornyest ones they can find giving them Viagra and green M&M's and putting them in a bus. It just seems as though all these people on the show care about is hooking up screwing a few times then parting ways. I just get older and older but don't age. MTV is aiming for the dumb oversexed 18-22 gap.
Speaking of getting older. I honestly would have no problem with settling down. Its just that I live in an area where all the women in the area are either A) college women interested in just being freinds and drinking short tempory relationships B) older used up and pissed women who used to be A's these include the single mom's who had a kid just out of school or college and the father left C) those who want to do something with their life before finding some one (I actually fit in this catagory myself so I can't say any thing bad about them or finally D) Really messed up psychotic nut jobs. These include almost all chicks who have been passed over for thier 'prettier' friend and now dispise their friends for being better looking, more inshape, or sluttier.
I know a few women whom I wouldn't mind trying to out with but two are A's who just turned 21 and pretty much just want to play and have fun. At least they both seem to not be the get drunk and go home with new guys type of women. The others I know are C's.
But I also know this I have never had any relationship of any kind and don't really know how to start one and by the time I do I am "to good of freinds" with them. The older I get the harder it is to attempt to try. Also sex just doesn't appeal to me right now. I'd rather have some one who I can talk, to do things with, and some one to sleep next to me. Yeah so I want to be with some one who I'd love enough to maybe just watch sleep.
Song of the Day: Danko Jones "Forget my Name"
Thought O' Day: Can school start already?
In the never ending sea of shit that MTV seems to throw at us Next is up there as horrible stuff. I have seen bits and pieces of the show and the worst part is the introductions with their sexual innuendo turned up to 11. First off many of the people aren't bright enough to come up with their own lines, from the horney dumb frat boys to the horney over sexed sleezes they drag up. Its even worse when they get the lesbian and gay crowd in there. The reason its worse is because the innuendo is turned to 20. I have no problem with gays or lesbians it just seems they are taking the hornyest ones they can find giving them Viagra and green M&M's and putting them in a bus. It just seems as though all these people on the show care about is hooking up screwing a few times then parting ways. I just get older and older but don't age. MTV is aiming for the dumb oversexed 18-22 gap.
Speaking of getting older. I honestly would have no problem with settling down. Its just that I live in an area where all the women in the area are either A) college women interested in just being freinds and drinking short tempory relationships B) older used up and pissed women who used to be A's these include the single mom's who had a kid just out of school or college and the father left C) those who want to do something with their life before finding some one (I actually fit in this catagory myself so I can't say any thing bad about them or finally D) Really messed up psychotic nut jobs. These include almost all chicks who have been passed over for thier 'prettier' friend and now dispise their friends for being better looking, more inshape, or sluttier.
I know a few women whom I wouldn't mind trying to out with but two are A's who just turned 21 and pretty much just want to play and have fun. At least they both seem to not be the get drunk and go home with new guys type of women. The others I know are C's.
But I also know this I have never had any relationship of any kind and don't really know how to start one and by the time I do I am "to good of freinds" with them. The older I get the harder it is to attempt to try. Also sex just doesn't appeal to me right now. I'd rather have some one who I can talk, to do things with, and some one to sleep next to me. Yeah so I want to be with some one who I'd love enough to maybe just watch sleep.
Song of the Day: Danko Jones "Forget my Name"
Thought O' Day: Can school start already?
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I feel safe in my car.
Driving to Fennimore on Monday afternoon I get behind this van in Monfort. I usually accelerate to match the person's speed this time I saw that he was going a little to fast for me. I drop my cruise to just over 60 mph. Just outside of Monfort by the intersection of CTY G and Hwy 18 I pass a car with a shit ton of antennas on it. I think maybe I should put my seatbelt on. I do so. About two miles down the road same car has whipped a 'u'ie and is speeding up on me. AHH SHIT. Finish clicking the seatbelt on, and begin pulling over almost lose control on part drive way that has a big lip to more gravel. Cop speeds by me. I take a relaxing breath. Two miles down road he has pulled over the van that I decided was going to fast more me.
Today I was going to work and driving on Mitchell Hollow Road. Just past the West Mound Road Mitchell Hollow intersection I see a lot of cows Holstiens to be exact in the road I start driving toward them they do nothing I honk they do nothing. I keep driving slowly at them when they turn and run back to open fencing. Proving yet again cows are meant to be eaten, and used as milk givers, and baseball gloves. They are too dumb to be pets and to tasty to not to be eaten.
Also I think its time I deleted some of the links on the side panel. Some blog links will be deleted. Scott, Kevin, & Jay (because he is letting his die). Sorry.
Driving to Fennimore on Monday afternoon I get behind this van in Monfort. I usually accelerate to match the person's speed this time I saw that he was going a little to fast for me. I drop my cruise to just over 60 mph. Just outside of Monfort by the intersection of CTY G and Hwy 18 I pass a car with a shit ton of antennas on it. I think maybe I should put my seatbelt on. I do so. About two miles down the road same car has whipped a 'u'ie and is speeding up on me. AHH SHIT. Finish clicking the seatbelt on, and begin pulling over almost lose control on part drive way that has a big lip to more gravel. Cop speeds by me. I take a relaxing breath. Two miles down road he has pulled over the van that I decided was going to fast more me.
Today I was going to work and driving on Mitchell Hollow Road. Just past the West Mound Road Mitchell Hollow intersection I see a lot of cows Holstiens to be exact in the road I start driving toward them they do nothing I honk they do nothing. I keep driving slowly at them when they turn and run back to open fencing. Proving yet again cows are meant to be eaten, and used as milk givers, and baseball gloves. They are too dumb to be pets and to tasty to not to be eaten.
Also I think its time I deleted some of the links on the side panel. Some blog links will be deleted. Scott, Kevin, & Jay (because he is letting his die). Sorry.
Friday, January 06, 2006
Drops head in shame
To quote Reginald Denny, "Can't we all just get along?"
Why is it that we have to fight with each other instead of respect each others decisions? Why is it that Christian feel as though they are being targeted and are being singled out? Case(s) in point. Happy Holidays vs Merry Christmas. You can go for against on this subject I really don't care any more. I understand the commercialized aspect of Happy Holidays. Businesses are trying to make a buck and don't want to discriminate. A white man with a beard buys three toys from a Wal-Mart. The checker says Merry Christmas, only to find out the man is Jewish, or Muslim. The man not really offended says I'm sorry but I am not Christian, these presents are for a birthday, embarassed the checker stumbles over herself in apology. Thats one way. Way two: the checker says Happy Holidays to a white man with a beard. The man retorts what are you a godless heathen? Tis the time of Christ's birthday. I am going to tell every one I know not to shop here because you don't respect Christ. I know that these are outlyers to what happened this past year, but I also know that way one may have happened and I know way two happened. Why because I read about it in the Boscobel Dial in a letter to the editor. And no it wasn't the checker who sent the letter it was the person offened by the lack of a Merry Christmas greeting. Why do we have to fight amounst ourselves? Why do some Christians have to pick fights when their God is disrespect but find NO problem in disrespecting others rights?Why do some Christians feel the need to try and convert others or to poke holes in their dogma? Why are other beliefs such as the native american people's beleif in nature's Gods shot down with the label of Mythology. Why are Christians so against sciences? Are they afraid of what may show up? Why do some so blindly beleive that they throw proven facts out the window? Can't you allow both? According to Pat Robertson Ariel Sharon is being punished by God. Does that mean that the coal miners were punished too? (This taken from Keith Oberman on MSNBC) Being Christians shouldn't they just forgive the transgretion? Whats the saying hate the sin love the sinner? Its turned into hate the sin the sinner and all associated with both.
Could the left and right get along? Could the left stop being so damn conserned with maybe hurting people's feelings. And could the right be any less critical of their leader?
I am tired of things being politically correct. I am tired of worrying if something taken out of context might be further misconstruded into something. Can we stop taking things so damn seriously. I guess I am just a non-smart European-American with only one X chromosome.
When it comes to what President Bush and his staff did about the spying, point blank its illegal. Says so in the Constitution. Saying that by the governemnet spying on its citizens has prevented a second 9/11 is like saying that by putting people of Asian decent in camps after Pearl Harbor prevented a 2nd Pearl Harbor. Saying that you have nothing to hide is one thing saying that other people should have nothing to hide is another. When you take away that freedom what comes next the right to jail people who speak out against the government? People died for those freedoms and people still die but no longer to keep us free but to keep us safe from a real and imagined threat. They die so that some one in power can push they they hate us because of our freedoms. They don't hate us for that they hate us for pushing it on others.
What happened to trust and love? Follow Big from Big and Rich. We all need love.
Please people respect others beliefs, rights, ideas, and privacy.
Song of the Day: Korn "Twisted Transitor"
Thought O' Day: See above.
To quote Reginald Denny, "Can't we all just get along?"
Why is it that we have to fight with each other instead of respect each others decisions? Why is it that Christian feel as though they are being targeted and are being singled out? Case(s) in point. Happy Holidays vs Merry Christmas. You can go for against on this subject I really don't care any more. I understand the commercialized aspect of Happy Holidays. Businesses are trying to make a buck and don't want to discriminate. A white man with a beard buys three toys from a Wal-Mart. The checker says Merry Christmas, only to find out the man is Jewish, or Muslim. The man not really offended says I'm sorry but I am not Christian, these presents are for a birthday, embarassed the checker stumbles over herself in apology. Thats one way. Way two: the checker says Happy Holidays to a white man with a beard. The man retorts what are you a godless heathen? Tis the time of Christ's birthday. I am going to tell every one I know not to shop here because you don't respect Christ. I know that these are outlyers to what happened this past year, but I also know that way one may have happened and I know way two happened. Why because I read about it in the Boscobel Dial in a letter to the editor. And no it wasn't the checker who sent the letter it was the person offened by the lack of a Merry Christmas greeting. Why do we have to fight amounst ourselves? Why do some Christians have to pick fights when their God is disrespect but find NO problem in disrespecting others rights?Why do some Christians feel the need to try and convert others or to poke holes in their dogma? Why are other beliefs such as the native american people's beleif in nature's Gods shot down with the label of Mythology. Why are Christians so against sciences? Are they afraid of what may show up? Why do some so blindly beleive that they throw proven facts out the window? Can't you allow both? According to Pat Robertson Ariel Sharon is being punished by God. Does that mean that the coal miners were punished too? (This taken from Keith Oberman on MSNBC) Being Christians shouldn't they just forgive the transgretion? Whats the saying hate the sin love the sinner? Its turned into hate the sin the sinner and all associated with both.
Could the left and right get along? Could the left stop being so damn conserned with maybe hurting people's feelings. And could the right be any less critical of their leader?
I am tired of things being politically correct. I am tired of worrying if something taken out of context might be further misconstruded into something. Can we stop taking things so damn seriously. I guess I am just a non-smart European-American with only one X chromosome.
When it comes to what President Bush and his staff did about the spying, point blank its illegal. Says so in the Constitution. Saying that by the governemnet spying on its citizens has prevented a second 9/11 is like saying that by putting people of Asian decent in camps after Pearl Harbor prevented a 2nd Pearl Harbor. Saying that you have nothing to hide is one thing saying that other people should have nothing to hide is another. When you take away that freedom what comes next the right to jail people who speak out against the government? People died for those freedoms and people still die but no longer to keep us free but to keep us safe from a real and imagined threat. They die so that some one in power can push they they hate us because of our freedoms. They don't hate us for that they hate us for pushing it on others.
What happened to trust and love? Follow Big from Big and Rich. We all need love.
Please people respect others beliefs, rights, ideas, and privacy.
Song of the Day: Korn "Twisted Transitor"
Thought O' Day: See above.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Ever hear a dog sleeping?
OK so Wes Wamsley posted and I shall reply Brewer's Trip '06 is in full effect. May 20th. Interleague play versus the Twins. There is to be a charter bus leaving P-ville that day and maybe a few other locals. For more info contact me and I shall forward the e-mail I recieved or leave a comment and your e-mail and I shall get back to you. Costs will be around $40 for the eats tickets and booze. Around $60 for the bus effect.
OK so Wes Wamsley posted and I shall reply Brewer's Trip '06 is in full effect. May 20th. Interleague play versus the Twins. There is to be a charter bus leaving P-ville that day and maybe a few other locals. For more info contact me and I shall forward the e-mail I recieved or leave a comment and your e-mail and I shall get back to you. Costs will be around $40 for the eats tickets and booze. Around $60 for the bus effect.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
What Could be Done....
OK so this is the 1st time I have seen the Packers this bad since the Anthony Dilweg years. AHHHH. At least Blair Kliel had a cool name.
1st things 1st. Is Brett coming back? I honestly don't know. The way he acted at the end of the game today I would almost bet on him retiring. But I would not bet against him. I do hope and wish he would come back for at least another year.
OK so now for what should be done. Resign these guys: Ryan Longwell, William Henderson, Najeh Davenport, Paris Lenon, Mike Flanagan, Rob Davis, Aaron Kampman, and Rod Gardner. Each has there own reason. Longwell because hey when you have a shitty holder you have a shitty holder one more year with a good holder and it should be fine. Henderson, yeah he has been replaced by Vonta Leach as the starter but he also plays big when he gets the chance. Davenport, if healthy I think this guy would be a great every down guy. Lenon, proved he can play I don't think he will ever be a pro bowler but he will be solid. Flanagan, did you see what happened when both guards left? Now imagine losing the leader of the line. Thats why he gets resigned. Davis, unless Doug Vasilouskus makes the team as a long snapper this guy gets his pay check. Kampman, come on this guy ain't gonna get 15 sacks or a lot of tackles but he will play hard and really fit in Jim Bates system really well. Gardner, reason why will come next.
Senarios that could be fleshed out.
Any one else see that LaVar Arrington wants out of Washington? If it were possible and he passed all kinds of tests and such get him. The Defense needs a freaking pit bull guy who will and can make plays. Its solid yes but it needs a playmaker.
If ND can't be resigned trade Robert Ferguson for Dominck Davis straight up. Look at it people the Texans are going to be stupid and use the pick on Reggie Bush. Yeah Bush is great and could be a very good pro but honestly who is going to block for him. The Texans should trade that pick for a two very good linemen and another pick. But they will use it on Bush which makes Davis expendable. Texans have NO wideouts worth using an afgan on so they take this bait. If they want more give them Na'il Diggs. He has soured himself with the team so I think he could use a change of cities.
Keep Gardner and sign Javon Walker (after he proves himself healthy) to a contract extension. And sign Donald Driver to. I love Driver the guy never quits and he makes catches. That guy should be a Packer for life.
Mark Roman gets traded for a few cases of Polish sausages or crab cakes or something. If not let him go.
What to do in the draft?
The 1st rounder should be who is the best player available RIGHT NOW!!! If its a USC running back named LenDale White take him. If its any running back take him. I do not trust Samkon Gado to be the future running back. Gado for some reason remines me of those Brewers under Tom Trebblehorn they play well enough late in the year to "not nessasate a change." I think if he can beat out ND or a drafted rookie then sure go for it.
Draft a couple very good dependable linemen. Is Joe Thomas going to come out? If so get him and move him or Clifton inside and go from there. Get some defensive backfeild depth. All the back ups for the DB's were in the running for the WITFG award this year.
Free Agent Signing
I don't think you can sign one big name player. Get a bunch of fit the hole type players.
Coaching Staff
Mike Sherman deserves one more year. A lot of stuff is his fault this year. The penalties, the players not be ready and such but its harder than hell to keep having to plug in new players. He gets to fulfil his contract. All the other coachs can stay to. Except the special teams coach. Is that Bonamego? Cause for fuck sake can you teach Chatman to put both hands on the ball and not one in the air all the damn time? The guy fair catches long passes. I think I saw him do it on the touchdown he caught from Brett today.
Here is to a better next year and to Cletius Fucking Hunt bagging groceries at a Safeway near you.
OK so this is the 1st time I have seen the Packers this bad since the Anthony Dilweg years. AHHHH. At least Blair Kliel had a cool name.
1st things 1st. Is Brett coming back? I honestly don't know. The way he acted at the end of the game today I would almost bet on him retiring. But I would not bet against him. I do hope and wish he would come back for at least another year.
OK so now for what should be done. Resign these guys: Ryan Longwell, William Henderson, Najeh Davenport, Paris Lenon, Mike Flanagan, Rob Davis, Aaron Kampman, and Rod Gardner. Each has there own reason. Longwell because hey when you have a shitty holder you have a shitty holder one more year with a good holder and it should be fine. Henderson, yeah he has been replaced by Vonta Leach as the starter but he also plays big when he gets the chance. Davenport, if healthy I think this guy would be a great every down guy. Lenon, proved he can play I don't think he will ever be a pro bowler but he will be solid. Flanagan, did you see what happened when both guards left? Now imagine losing the leader of the line. Thats why he gets resigned. Davis, unless Doug Vasilouskus makes the team as a long snapper this guy gets his pay check. Kampman, come on this guy ain't gonna get 15 sacks or a lot of tackles but he will play hard and really fit in Jim Bates system really well. Gardner, reason why will come next.
Senarios that could be fleshed out.
Any one else see that LaVar Arrington wants out of Washington? If it were possible and he passed all kinds of tests and such get him. The Defense needs a freaking pit bull guy who will and can make plays. Its solid yes but it needs a playmaker.
If ND can't be resigned trade Robert Ferguson for Dominck Davis straight up. Look at it people the Texans are going to be stupid and use the pick on Reggie Bush. Yeah Bush is great and could be a very good pro but honestly who is going to block for him. The Texans should trade that pick for a two very good linemen and another pick. But they will use it on Bush which makes Davis expendable. Texans have NO wideouts worth using an afgan on so they take this bait. If they want more give them Na'il Diggs. He has soured himself with the team so I think he could use a change of cities.
Keep Gardner and sign Javon Walker (after he proves himself healthy) to a contract extension. And sign Donald Driver to. I love Driver the guy never quits and he makes catches. That guy should be a Packer for life.
Mark Roman gets traded for a few cases of Polish sausages or crab cakes or something. If not let him go.
What to do in the draft?
The 1st rounder should be who is the best player available RIGHT NOW!!! If its a USC running back named LenDale White take him. If its any running back take him. I do not trust Samkon Gado to be the future running back. Gado for some reason remines me of those Brewers under Tom Trebblehorn they play well enough late in the year to "not nessasate a change." I think if he can beat out ND or a drafted rookie then sure go for it.
Draft a couple very good dependable linemen. Is Joe Thomas going to come out? If so get him and move him or Clifton inside and go from there. Get some defensive backfeild depth. All the back ups for the DB's were in the running for the WITFG award this year.
Free Agent Signing
I don't think you can sign one big name player. Get a bunch of fit the hole type players.
Coaching Staff
Mike Sherman deserves one more year. A lot of stuff is his fault this year. The penalties, the players not be ready and such but its harder than hell to keep having to plug in new players. He gets to fulfil his contract. All the other coachs can stay to. Except the special teams coach. Is that Bonamego? Cause for fuck sake can you teach Chatman to put both hands on the ball and not one in the air all the damn time? The guy fair catches long passes. I think I saw him do it on the touchdown he caught from Brett today.
Here is to a better next year and to Cletius Fucking Hunt bagging groceries at a Safeway near you.
