Wednesday, June 29, 2005
If...
If she weren't seeing any one I would so still not try anything. Damnit. She is beautiful and nice and friendly and just plain sweet. Uhg.
Ohh and I won two games of darts tonight. Drinking drunk I am. Had a cop follow me as I dropped a guy off tonight.
Song of the Day: Queen "Fat Bottomed Girls"
Thought O' Day: Now what.
If she weren't seeing any one I would so still not try anything. Damnit. She is beautiful and nice and friendly and just plain sweet. Uhg.
Ohh and I won two games of darts tonight. Drinking drunk I am. Had a cop follow me as I dropped a guy off tonight.
Song of the Day: Queen "Fat Bottomed Girls"
Thought O' Day: Now what.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
MST3K
If you know what that stands for congrats. I have seen three of them so far. Teenagers are from Outerspace, The Wild Wild Wild World of Batwoman, and Manus Hands of Fate. WWWWB was so so so horrible it hurt, the acting sucked and they just danced at wierd times. Batwoman had a bat tattooed on her cleavage, the only saving grace was the hot chicks. And this movie was from the 60's. Manus had no plot I mean I wasn't even attempting to watch it I was just listening to the comentary. Funny shit man funny.
Song of the Day: NIN "Closer"
Thought O' Day: Why would any one spend money on those POS's.
If you know what that stands for congrats. I have seen three of them so far. Teenagers are from Outerspace, The Wild Wild Wild World of Batwoman, and Manus Hands of Fate. WWWWB was so so so horrible it hurt, the acting sucked and they just danced at wierd times. Batwoman had a bat tattooed on her cleavage, the only saving grace was the hot chicks. And this movie was from the 60's. Manus had no plot I mean I wasn't even attempting to watch it I was just listening to the comentary. Funny shit man funny.
Song of the Day: NIN "Closer"
Thought O' Day: Why would any one spend money on those POS's.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Smoking hot girls and hot smoking girls
One of those is very good the other really sucks. One of the hot waitresses at Chandlers smokes and she is also 18. So two strikes. Another waitress at Minitori's smokes too. She is pretty cool as well and just turned 21. Also at Minitori's we have a new bartender who has curly red hair and is really cute. I swear people we hire some hot bartenders. And she is single so at least she could hang out with us.
Really really hot. Fucking damn its hot. Kitchens not much cooler.
I am stinky smelly uhg bad smelling I am.
Song of the Day: Korn "Somebody Someone"
Thought O' Day: How can I make an ass of myself in front of her.
One of those is very good the other really sucks. One of the hot waitresses at Chandlers smokes and she is also 18. So two strikes. Another waitress at Minitori's smokes too. She is pretty cool as well and just turned 21. Also at Minitori's we have a new bartender who has curly red hair and is really cute. I swear people we hire some hot bartenders. And she is single so at least she could hang out with us.
Really really hot. Fucking damn its hot. Kitchens not much cooler.
I am stinky smelly uhg bad smelling I am.
Song of the Day: Korn "Somebody Someone"
Thought O' Day: How can I make an ass of myself in front of her.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Tires
So on my way home tonight I start hearing this thumping which gets louder and quicker as I drive faster. Well I pull off to the side of the road and feel my tire thinking that the tread has pulled loose and is about to rip all the way off. Well I can't find any thing so I limp down the road to Belmont and stop at the truck stop well I still can't find anything I do notice that my tire is a bit flat so i drive to get some air and when I get out I find what is making the noise. A small piece of the tread ripped off on the inside part of the tire... so i got a knife my carving knife from school and cut the fucking piece off. OK so I know I need a new tire. Anybody know any cheap places?
Song of the Day: Pussycat Dolls "Don'tcha (featuring Busta Rhymes) OK so maybe its just the video that gets me damn that chick is FUCKING HOTT!!!!
Thought O' Day: Wooo lots o' water.
So on my way home tonight I start hearing this thumping which gets louder and quicker as I drive faster. Well I pull off to the side of the road and feel my tire thinking that the tread has pulled loose and is about to rip all the way off. Well I can't find any thing so I limp down the road to Belmont and stop at the truck stop well I still can't find anything I do notice that my tire is a bit flat so i drive to get some air and when I get out I find what is making the noise. A small piece of the tread ripped off on the inside part of the tire... so i got a knife my carving knife from school and cut the fucking piece off. OK so I know I need a new tire. Anybody know any cheap places?
Song of the Day: Pussycat Dolls "Don'tcha (featuring Busta Rhymes) OK so maybe its just the video that gets me damn that chick is FUCKING HOTT!!!!
Thought O' Day: Wooo lots o' water.
Thunderstorms
Rained like a mutherfucker last night lightning was cool it was big strong light up the sky bolts. So many that the street lights in Belmont were off when I pulled up.
We served way to many people in way to small and way to HOT a kitchen last night. Kitchen was so fucking hot I was sweating as I stood and wiping sweat when I moved. Damn it was hot.
Rained like a mutherfucker last night lightning was cool it was big strong light up the sky bolts. So many that the street lights in Belmont were off when I pulled up.
We served way to many people in way to small and way to HOT a kitchen last night. Kitchen was so fucking hot I was sweating as I stood and wiping sweat when I moved. Damn it was hot.
Friday, June 24, 2005
In keeping with...
The theme that I don't like stupid people. I really shouldn't work in the industry I am trying to get into then should I? OK so thats worth a small chuckle.
This girl winks at me on Match.com. I winked back. Not really my type but hey none of you fucks has boobs and talks to me so I figured I'd wink back. Again I am being mean spirited and honest. Uhg. Speaking of match.com those fucks want you to pay to look at all the pics in a persons profile now. Fuck that noise. One pic doesn't make a person.
I can't get Java to install. Damnit.
I have a class at 8:30 tomorrow morning. I really don't want to try and get up. My body is used to sleep from 2-3am till noon.
Song of the Day: Scum of the Earth "Get your Dead On"
Thought O' Day: Why do we do the dance?
The theme that I don't like stupid people. I really shouldn't work in the industry I am trying to get into then should I? OK so thats worth a small chuckle.
This girl winks at me on Match.com. I winked back. Not really my type but hey none of you fucks has boobs and talks to me so I figured I'd wink back. Again I am being mean spirited and honest. Uhg. Speaking of match.com those fucks want you to pay to look at all the pics in a persons profile now. Fuck that noise. One pic doesn't make a person.
I can't get Java to install. Damnit.
I have a class at 8:30 tomorrow morning. I really don't want to try and get up. My body is used to sleep from 2-3am till noon.
Song of the Day: Scum of the Earth "Get your Dead On"
Thought O' Day: Why do we do the dance?
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
MSN
Is any one else having problems with MSN messenger hotmail and msn.com? I can't get any of them to work for me. Since last night around 11:30 and still this morning I can't get any thing to work.
Is any one else having problems with MSN messenger hotmail and msn.com? I can't get any of them to work for me. Since last night around 11:30 and still this morning I can't get any thing to work.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
FIRE!!!
So last night at work we had a big ass fire. The reason? The Grill was full of steaks and the dripping fat caught fire and was burning the piss out of everything. I mean this whole grill about 2 feet by 2 1/2 feet was on fire. The grease catch, the grates, even the side was on fire. We had to stop cooking food for a while so that we could put the fire out. It was a frakking mess. Also we had some customers who thought that their steaks were over done. Well maybe you got the wrong ones. Or maybe they just don't know how to order a steak, or maybe I did give them a over cooked steak.
Also we got a new computer its a Gateway. Its working out fine so far I have spent over 6 hours setting it up with back up disks, new programs, and or course fine tuning it. It seems to be working just fine so far. Except I can't get my lauch.yahoo player to play straight through and my Netscape Radio is having issues as well.
Dan I hope I can make your reading pleasure a better experience.
Song of the Day: Aerosmith "Janie's got a Gun"
Thought O' Day: That chick in Not another teen movie is hot.
So last night at work we had a big ass fire. The reason? The Grill was full of steaks and the dripping fat caught fire and was burning the piss out of everything. I mean this whole grill about 2 feet by 2 1/2 feet was on fire. The grease catch, the grates, even the side was on fire. We had to stop cooking food for a while so that we could put the fire out. It was a frakking mess. Also we had some customers who thought that their steaks were over done. Well maybe you got the wrong ones. Or maybe they just don't know how to order a steak, or maybe I did give them a over cooked steak.
Also we got a new computer its a Gateway. Its working out fine so far I have spent over 6 hours setting it up with back up disks, new programs, and or course fine tuning it. It seems to be working just fine so far. Except I can't get my lauch.yahoo player to play straight through and my Netscape Radio is having issues as well.
Dan I hope I can make your reading pleasure a better experience.
Song of the Day: Aerosmith "Janie's got a Gun"
Thought O' Day: That chick in Not another teen movie is hot.
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Redemption?
Some men seek redemption, some men seek fame, some find temptation, others come up lame. Ask yourself who do you serve? Ask yourself if you are your own master. Do you try your ambitions or do you seek the flesh? What really motivates you? Do you stop to smell the roses or do you mow them under? What do you look for? Or is it who do you look for? Less you seek the more you get it seems. Try to hard and it all slips away. Are you looking for something or do you need help finding it? What drives you?
Song of the Day: Slipknot "Before I Forget"
Thought O' Day: Damn I am burning myself alot.
Some men seek redemption, some men seek fame, some find temptation, others come up lame. Ask yourself who do you serve? Ask yourself if you are your own master. Do you try your ambitions or do you seek the flesh? What really motivates you? Do you stop to smell the roses or do you mow them under? What do you look for? Or is it who do you look for? Less you seek the more you get it seems. Try to hard and it all slips away. Are you looking for something or do you need help finding it? What drives you?
Song of the Day: Slipknot "Before I Forget"
Thought O' Day: Damn I am burning myself alot.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Batman Begins
I went and saw that movie today. I thought it was great. Go see it. Good plot, good dose of humor here and there and good action. Also Jay the last scenes with Katie Holmes wearing a silk shirt with erect nipples is damn nice. Ohh to be that silk shirt.
I went and saw that movie today. I thought it was great. Go see it. Good plot, good dose of humor here and there and good action. Also Jay the last scenes with Katie Holmes wearing a silk shirt with erect nipples is damn nice. Ohh to be that silk shirt.
Grblah?
Stood up or misunderstanding? I fucking give up.
Open letter to all people I don't like: WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING DIE!!!!! have a nice day.
Saw pretty lady I know don't know if she remembers me. Urskin.
Song of the Day: CKY "Familair Realm"
Thought O' Day: See above.
Stood up or misunderstanding? I fucking give up.
Open letter to all people I don't like: WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING DIE!!!!! have a nice day.
Saw pretty lady I know don't know if she remembers me. Urskin.
Song of the Day: CKY "Familair Realm"
Thought O' Day: See above.
Stolen from Darlene
(x) been drunk I currently am
(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex ex brother in law kissed me the night he and my sister got married
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(_) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight Years ago
(x) snuck out of my parent's house They knew I was leaving cause I was loud
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job (nothing major though...Pens from PVL)
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends (yea, but neither one of us had LJ back then)
(_) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (not in a theater)
(x) Thrown up in a bar In the bathroom
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire I was bored
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet Stood up three times
(x) Been moshing at a concert (i've been moshed in to)
(_) had a real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(x) graduated college
(_) had sexual intercourse of any kind
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
Well shit that was quick
(x) been drunk I currently am
(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex ex brother in law kissed me the night he and my sister got married
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(_) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight Years ago
(x) snuck out of my parent's house They knew I was leaving cause I was loud
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job (nothing major though...Pens from PVL)
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends (yea, but neither one of us had LJ back then)
(_) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (not in a theater)
(x) Thrown up in a bar In the bathroom
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire I was bored
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet Stood up three times
(x) Been moshing at a concert (i've been moshed in to)
(_) had a real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(x) graduated college
(_) had sexual intercourse of any kind
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
Well shit that was quick
Monday, June 13, 2005
Fleetwood Mac Dreams
I had this really wierd dream, it was one of those act out before you do things. I had been planing that if I see some one I'd buy them a drink and appologize for me being a dickweed. Maybe try and explain myself, I don't want anything more from them I just want closure and hey if I get some one else to have a drink with thats cool. Anyway the dream happened in the Boscobel High School parking lot by the cemetary, and I was talking with my parents who were in a conversion van. (I don't understand why they were in a van) When I saw her out of the corner of my eye and I went after her. After asking her if she would let me buy her a drink sometime, she said she's given up doing shots I said well a beer maybe, I don't drink beer she said well then anything you want. She didn't respond to that. I think that dream goes to show how stupidily aggressive I am and how I can't get the point some times.
Song of the Day: Audioslave "Be Yourself"
Thought O' Morning: Is sleeping till noon bad?
I had this really wierd dream, it was one of those act out before you do things. I had been planing that if I see some one I'd buy them a drink and appologize for me being a dickweed. Maybe try and explain myself, I don't want anything more from them I just want closure and hey if I get some one else to have a drink with thats cool. Anyway the dream happened in the Boscobel High School parking lot by the cemetary, and I was talking with my parents who were in a conversion van. (I don't understand why they were in a van) When I saw her out of the corner of my eye and I went after her. After asking her if she would let me buy her a drink sometime, she said she's given up doing shots I said well a beer maybe, I don't drink beer she said well then anything you want. She didn't respond to that. I think that dream goes to show how stupidily aggressive I am and how I can't get the point some times.
Song of the Day: Audioslave "Be Yourself"
Thought O' Morning: Is sleeping till noon bad?
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Use the Cruise Mutherfucker use the Cruise
You'd think people could figure out how to use the cruise control an a 4 lane highway. Apparently this ponce I passed tonight couldn't figure it out. I get behind him and he starts slowing down well I had my cruise on so I pulled out and started passing him. Well I got just past him but not far enough to pull into the right lane when the ponce just passes me. Well I say ok I'll pull in behind him after I do he slows down again. Uhg this fuck is worse than the lady a few nights ago. Then he slows down again. God damnit you fucking short bus ridin' bastard make up your fucking mind. So I pull out to pass and he fucking speeds up so I say to hell with this I am passing him. So I floor it and pass the jerk-off. And because I am an equal oppertunity hater I flipped this fuck off too. God damn.
Song of the Day: Killswitch Engage "The End of Heartache"
Thought O' Day: Sleep good.
You'd think people could figure out how to use the cruise control an a 4 lane highway. Apparently this ponce I passed tonight couldn't figure it out. I get behind him and he starts slowing down well I had my cruise on so I pulled out and started passing him. Well I got just past him but not far enough to pull into the right lane when the ponce just passes me. Well I say ok I'll pull in behind him after I do he slows down again. Uhg this fuck is worse than the lady a few nights ago. Then he slows down again. God damnit you fucking short bus ridin' bastard make up your fucking mind. So I pull out to pass and he fucking speeds up so I say to hell with this I am passing him. So I floor it and pass the jerk-off. And because I am an equal oppertunity hater I flipped this fuck off too. God damn.
Song of the Day: Killswitch Engage "The End of Heartache"
Thought O' Day: Sleep good.
Friday, June 10, 2005
151
I am driving to work today when this driver from Kansas gets behind me then she TRIES to pass me. I hate people who don't pass you but keep going just that much faster that they sit either in your blind spot or next to you for so damn long that its pointless. Well this lady does this as we are coming up on a semi. I can't floor it to get past her so I have to hit the brakes then swerve in behind her. I wanted to pass the bitch but instead decided to tail her. At the bottom of the 1st hill on the way to Mineral Point she swings and hits the person (her daughter maybe) that is in the passenger seat. She almost drives off the fucking road too. I wanted to call the Iowa County Police but since I didn't have the number or my cell phone I decided not to. Then at the bottom of the second hill she pulls off to the side of the road. Wow crazy drivers. Or crazy drivers in general.
I have class (ok so I never had class) but I do have A class at 8:30 in Fennimore 2morrow. Shitty.
Song of the Day: Static-X "I'm the One"
Thought O' Day: Wayne Static is just plain cool isn't he?
I am driving to work today when this driver from Kansas gets behind me then she TRIES to pass me. I hate people who don't pass you but keep going just that much faster that they sit either in your blind spot or next to you for so damn long that its pointless. Well this lady does this as we are coming up on a semi. I can't floor it to get past her so I have to hit the brakes then swerve in behind her. I wanted to pass the bitch but instead decided to tail her. At the bottom of the 1st hill on the way to Mineral Point she swings and hits the person (her daughter maybe) that is in the passenger seat. She almost drives off the fucking road too. I wanted to call the Iowa County Police but since I didn't have the number or my cell phone I decided not to. Then at the bottom of the second hill she pulls off to the side of the road. Wow crazy drivers. Or crazy drivers in general.
I have class (ok so I never had class) but I do have A class at 8:30 in Fennimore 2morrow. Shitty.
Song of the Day: Static-X "I'm the One"
Thought O' Day: Wayne Static is just plain cool isn't he?
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Telling myself
Its hard to keep telling myself this but any woman I am interested in probably isn't interested in me. There is this girl who I work with and who bartends else where who is just beautiful. She's not pretty, she is not cute, she is not hot, she is beautiful. She has a nice sence of humor very pretty eyes and lets be honest a great body. Its all in that thing of she is just a really nice girl, I like her. But I think if I ever did try and ask her out it would never happen. I know I shouldn't do this, I should be thinking of reasons why she would go out with me not reasons why she wouldn't. Tonight after work I went into where she was tending bar and we talked about some things nothing real important. She took my cell phone and started playing with it and took a picture of her cleavage highlighted by the coolers light. She let me some what see it but then she deleted it. Ohh a playful, independent, beautiful woman I love those.
Song of the Day: White Snake "Here I go again."
Thought O' Day: Can't I just sleep all the time.
Its hard to keep telling myself this but any woman I am interested in probably isn't interested in me. There is this girl who I work with and who bartends else where who is just beautiful. She's not pretty, she is not cute, she is not hot, she is beautiful. She has a nice sence of humor very pretty eyes and lets be honest a great body. Its all in that thing of she is just a really nice girl, I like her. But I think if I ever did try and ask her out it would never happen. I know I shouldn't do this, I should be thinking of reasons why she would go out with me not reasons why she wouldn't. Tonight after work I went into where she was tending bar and we talked about some things nothing real important. She took my cell phone and started playing with it and took a picture of her cleavage highlighted by the coolers light. She let me some what see it but then she deleted it. Ohh a playful, independent, beautiful woman I love those.
Song of the Day: White Snake "Here I go again."
Thought O' Day: Can't I just sleep all the time.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Seriously
Seriously folks should I be a 25 year old Vegan? No I shouldn't because damn dead cow tastes fantastic. Anyway I was thinking about what a waste of skin and air I am. Thinking about how I talked to women when out and I have little to no personal skills in that inviroment. I am pretty lonely and shit but one thing I do is not take it too seriously I mean come on it could be worse I could have lots of women's numbers and call them and shit but I don't. I could get all drunk and cry in my J&C about how I thought I had the one or how I still love this certain some one, but to tell you the truth I don't really love any one. I love the thought of certain people. The thought that I have of them. You know what I am talking about you meet a person and you like what you get to know but something happens that disallows you to keep getting to know them. You are "in love" with what you think that person is. I am convinced of that stuff. I do want to get to know some people, but I am attracted to the 9's and 10's of the world and the last time I checked my checkbook wasn't big enough for that. And what woman is going to say that money NEVER factors into what they think of a man. Also that whole I only care about personality issue is bullshit. Hey I admit it if I were to start a relationship I would need some sort of attraction to that person, not just a nice personality.
Song of the Day: AIC "No Excuses"
Thought O' Day: Am I really this pissy?
Seriously folks should I be a 25 year old Vegan? No I shouldn't because damn dead cow tastes fantastic. Anyway I was thinking about what a waste of skin and air I am. Thinking about how I talked to women when out and I have little to no personal skills in that inviroment. I am pretty lonely and shit but one thing I do is not take it too seriously I mean come on it could be worse I could have lots of women's numbers and call them and shit but I don't. I could get all drunk and cry in my J&C about how I thought I had the one or how I still love this certain some one, but to tell you the truth I don't really love any one. I love the thought of certain people. The thought that I have of them. You know what I am talking about you meet a person and you like what you get to know but something happens that disallows you to keep getting to know them. You are "in love" with what you think that person is. I am convinced of that stuff. I do want to get to know some people, but I am attracted to the 9's and 10's of the world and the last time I checked my checkbook wasn't big enough for that. And what woman is going to say that money NEVER factors into what they think of a man. Also that whole I only care about personality issue is bullshit. Hey I admit it if I were to start a relationship I would need some sort of attraction to that person, not just a nice personality.
Song of the Day: AIC "No Excuses"
Thought O' Day: Am I really this pissy?
Friday, June 03, 2005
Dumb slow drivers
OK so one of my pet peeves is people who drive slower than the speed limit and people who yo yo their speeds. Well I got behind both tonight the 1st lady was driving 45 and pissing me off so i passed her and the car between us. Then I got behind an SUV at 1st I didn't even break my cruise as I was passing her then she speeds up to match me. Ohh that pissed me off, so I put it to the floor, flipped her off and finished passing her. GODDAMN DUMB DRIVERS!!!!!
Song of the Day: NonPoint "The Truth"
Thought O' Day: Heard of cruise control you dumb cunt?
OK so one of my pet peeves is people who drive slower than the speed limit and people who yo yo their speeds. Well I got behind both tonight the 1st lady was driving 45 and pissing me off so i passed her and the car between us. Then I got behind an SUV at 1st I didn't even break my cruise as I was passing her then she speeds up to match me. Ohh that pissed me off, so I put it to the floor, flipped her off and finished passing her. GODDAMN DUMB DRIVERS!!!!!
Song of the Day: NonPoint "The Truth"
Thought O' Day: Heard of cruise control you dumb cunt?
Thursday, June 02, 2005
IMMORTAL
If it meant being evil the rest of my life I could handle being immortal.
Anyway, I know that I think of my mortality all the time, about how I am just a human and I will die sooner or later. I will either die in less than 15 years or live to be 90. And yes I will be a pissy old man. The reason I say 15 is the history of problems my family has with diabetes, high blood pressure and such.
What I do think about also is my immortality. Who will remember me when I die? Will I have anything that lives on beyond me? As of right now I don't see children in the foreseeable future so I better make my mark in the business world. How will I be remembered? Will any women go I think I may have loved him? Will an men say they wanted to be me? Will Bubble ever pay me back? Its things like this that make me wonder.
Have you ever sat under a star filled sky and just sat and thought about the possiblities out there?
Song of the Day: System of a Down "BYOB"
Thought O' Day: What if?
If it meant being evil the rest of my life I could handle being immortal.
Anyway, I know that I think of my mortality all the time, about how I am just a human and I will die sooner or later. I will either die in less than 15 years or live to be 90. And yes I will be a pissy old man. The reason I say 15 is the history of problems my family has with diabetes, high blood pressure and such.
What I do think about also is my immortality. Who will remember me when I die? Will I have anything that lives on beyond me? As of right now I don't see children in the foreseeable future so I better make my mark in the business world. How will I be remembered? Will any women go I think I may have loved him? Will an men say they wanted to be me? Will Bubble ever pay me back? Its things like this that make me wonder.
Have you ever sat under a star filled sky and just sat and thought about the possiblities out there?
Song of the Day: System of a Down "BYOB"
Thought O' Day: What if?
